Czech Republic
32 european nerd seeking first owner/LTR, probably online, possibly face2face
Dear Ladies,
first of all, please take your time to read this.
I have never been submissive in any relationship, not that Ive had many. But in the few I have had, I have certainly been missing strong motivation, enforced discipline, teasing and especially sexual domination by my partner. My relationships have usually failed due to me being way too much introverted, selfish and on top of that a nerd.
While I did always try to lead my partner, it only worked for a few months, then our dynamic broke. Now, Ive been single for over 2 years and I dont feel the urge to even attempt another relationship like that. I am very much focused on my tasks, work, and my interests, I have plenty to do. The only relationship I can imagine to work, is if I try to submit.
For the start, this will have to be just online, but if you are near, we can surely meet.
Description - 187cm (6'1), 78 kg, paler skin, mostly skinny build, not really fit, as I havent done much fitness lately, but I make sure to not become overweight. Short brown hair. Unfortunately, as you will probably not like it, kind of hairy chest, legs, bottom. Simply, I am not a feminine type at all.
Interests - working in IT, flexible working schedule. Living alone. I spend a lot of time online, used to do a lot of gaming, now I mainly work, listen to podcasts, educate myself about anything I enjoy, keeping up to date. As a loner, I have few friends, I prefer to spend my time doing my stuff. Trying to keep healthy diet as well.
What I offer and seek - I am not interested in classic dating and pretending to be a standard guy anymore. I basically want to try to get a female owner, or whatever it should be called, who will set clear rules for me, who will be interested in my personality and my development, who will enjoy limiting and rewarding me. That doesn't mean I am a weak idiot, I am just not good at getting a girl for myself and at getting her what she wants, being either shy, overcomplicated, lazy to go out, not interested in the standard things. What I am good at is my work, being self sufficient, and figuring things out. Just not interpersonaly :D You either know what I mean, or you don't.
She should be educated and intelligent, capable of serious discussion, by chat and voice calls, possibly webcam. It would suck, if I never get to see you. I would like us to be intelectually matched as well, really connecting on many points. I don't think I am capable of entertaining a very extroverted girl, as she would get bored of me, unless Iam really just her pet. And that wouldn't last.
But at this point, I have failed at finding you, therefore if ure interested in me, I am interested in you and I will see what I can do for you.
I get it that this is very abstract, but that is how I can be. In need of sorting it out. Since my schedule is fairly flexible, even if we can't meet at first, I will find time to be in touch with you online.
As for sexual matters - You should know best that a guy like me can only really be controlled via few means, and since I cook for myself and I am fine with spending time alone, my high sex drive is the vulnerability. My previous relationships have been totally standard. Any D/S I have experienced was only while watching porn, or one time sessions online. Iam interested in pretty much the usual stuff - femdom, denial, edging, submission and humiliation, things like milking, forced or ruined orgasms... I am not into crossdressing, hurting myself, any body modifications. And I very much adore female body.
I will be waiting.
October 19, 2019 at 7:21 PM