slaveforlife

sub male

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73 year old slave would like to correspond/converse with domineering women. Attracted to sadistic women, but this is not an absolute requirement. I very much want some one who'll accept me as a slave. TPE sought in FLR. I'm wondering if the Buddhist idea of ego death can be achieved by D/S accompanied by SM.

Decades ago I lived for a year as a woman's slave and was frequently beaten by her. These were real beatings, since she was very much into abusing me. She had received abuse at the hands of men from a very early age and I represented all males to her. I was privileged to be allowed to help her vent. If you want to treat me that way or worse, that's OK. There are many other possibilities depending on what you want. Erase my identity completely through brutal abuse, if you like. If I'm lucky, you'll mark me permanently in some way. Being marked as part of a sadist's territory is a great honor. I've large sensitive nipples. With very little effort on the part of the sadist, a great deal of pain can be inflicted on me by torturing them. The same applies to my groin area. I'll scream and beg in a very entertaining way.

Other things which might be relevant:

Favorite authors: Eudora Welty, Dean Koontz, CS Lewis, Stephen King
Composers: Brahms,Brubeck
Hobbies:Amateur Composer,Pianist

No children or pets. All participants must at least be consensual non consent. Few limits beyond that.

The seeming disintegration of CS seems to be creating a vacuum. This site may well be able to fill it. I know I have to be patient. Fortunately, I believe in multiple lives. I am old and slow. As a slave, I'd be something like a step and fetch it character. H o w e v e r, I'm obedient and will accept any and all punishment, pain, and humiliation you'd care to mete out. I tend to cry out a lot, when being tortured. If this becomes tiresome, simply gag me with whatever is handy. Hope to hear from a "kindly" sadist. As the tally of years increases, so does my need for pain, humiliation, and degradation. The two favorite links will give you some ideas as to who I am and what my ideas of some possibilities of slavery might be. They are by no means the only possibility. Y o u r ideas are the most important of course.

Oct 23, 2019

Jun 14, 2018