4 way relationship.
4 years ago • Feb 21, 2019
SynUnrestricted(dom female) • Feb 21, 2019
I'm in an absolutely amazing non-kink 4-way relationship. I love them all fiercely. I will not give up on the relationship until they say so.
What I don't know how to handle is the constant feeling that I'm not enough or that I don't matter.
She is an amazing woman. Strong, passionate, thoughtful, loving, gorgeous.
Her husband (her primary), as well as my boyfriend, is quiet, strong, accepting, kind.
My boyfriend (my primary), as well as her boyfriend, is humorous, strong, quick witted, loving, kind.
Due to my past, I have never seen myself as anything like the qualities I stated for them.
I am a caretaker, someone who takes care of the tedious, monotonous and boring tasks (laundry, cleaning, grocery shopping etc) so they can focus on bigger more important aspects of life.
I just feel like it's not enough. I'm not enough.
I'm struggling with this, and they are tired of hearing about it. Don't blame them honestly.
(Yes, dominate women can struggle with these feelings)