slaveDraconica
sub female

Alabama, United States
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In search of my final surrender
I grew up in M/s household. I have personally been active over 30 years Only life I know. My first service was 20 plus years and ended because my Master passed away. My second service ended because of a brutal attack that almost took my life. I ignored the red flags because I wanted so much to have somewhere to someone I belonged. My last and most beautiful service was a dual dynamic. I served a Master and Mistress, domestically, however was very loved and cherished. I was given the honor and task to train others for the house. I excelled greatly at that. My Ma'am showed me the difference in domination between a male and female. And under her hand I became everything she said I was. I came to them with NOTHING as everything I had was provided. Within that service I found purpose and peace.. somewhere to belong. Serving along side my slave brothers and sisters. Today after taking time to heal. I am ready to serve once more. To bend the knee in my final surrender. Purpose, peace, freed
Age
50
Relationship status
Single
About me
Hello. I'm slave Draconica. I am not collared at the moment or in service of any kind. However, at this point on my journey I am ready for my final surrender. To find my place.

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NO SHOCKER HERE.. LOL
BDSM and me
I grew up in M/s household. I have personally been active over 30 years Only life I know. My first service was 20 plus years and ended because my Master passed away. My second service ended because of a brutal attack that almost took my life. I ignored the red flags because I wanted so much to have somewhere to someone I belonged. My last and most beautiful service was a dual dynamic. I served a Master and Mistress, domestically, however was very loved and cherished. I was given the honor and task to train others for the house. I excelled greatly at that. My Ma'am showed me the difference in domination between a male and female. And under her hand I became everything she said I was. I came to them with NOTHING as everything I had was provided. Within their care I found purpose, peace, and love like I had never known. When the dynamic ended I was crushed. As it was no fault of my own. My owners dynamic fell apart, and I was put in a position to have to choose. I simply could not. As I collared the the house. Asy heart broke I asked for release and it was granted. I came back to the south took time to heal, and re evaluate what it truly is I need. To be free. And was I ready and capible to serve again, with the same love and beauty as I did before. Today I am definitely ready, ready for purpose,peace, and final surrender.
Limits
This is such a hard question especially for me. As in my surrender I crave the ability to safely and sanely give up my no.
However in my experience, limits I have with one may not be a limit with another. 
Truly depends on the connection, the level of trust, and honestly experience level. Example, I want to experience fire flogging. With someone with experience no holds barred. 
Now for some just strolling up off the street that has never even seen a flogger.. now.,... This girl screams HARD LIMIT.
I mean I am not doing anal with someone that can barely find their way around around a vagina. So with that again.. someone that has developed the art of anal and can make me tremble.  Oh yes please. 
However Mr. I can't find a clit to save my own life.. this girl screams HARD LIMIT to anal.
I hope this makes sense..
What's new
Here we go.  A little update. I have been on for a few days. I have had the honor and privilege of meeting some amazing people. And hopefully made some connections that will continue for life. 
If it is one thing I have learned is to be open minded. Yes out of dynamic I can be a bit of a SAM.. yes who remembers that analogy. Long before there were brats. There were SAM'S.. (SMART ASS MASOCHIST). And while I am in transition, well let's just say the filter doesn't work. Lol.
I try to always be respectful. However sometimes You
Just can't wash the stupid off. However that's okay. The bdsm Gods love each and everyone one of us.
I absolutely love the lifestyle and I have a huge Passion to educate others on the whole picture. Not just the kinky fuckery (which is ALWAYS fun) .
For some of us, this is our life 24/7. Who we wake up as and who we are when we shut our eyes. Simply who we were created to be naturally. And man I have seen some stuff that has brought a tear to this girl's eye from how absolutely beautiful it is.
So I challenge you. Embrace who you are. Who you were created to be. Don't water it down for others and definitely don't settle or compromise your wants or needs because you are experiencing frenzy or just tired of being alone. I promise that piece you give up will leave you empty inside and stunt your growth. Be you you no matter how that looks cause I promise you to someone it is the most beautiful thing they have ever seen.
Keep love and respect in this lifestyle and be kind

Humbly,

slave Draconica
(SAM) at least for a little while longer.. giggle



Just getting started here. I am an educator in the community, and have also trained a leather house, and worked as a submissive demonstrator for several dungeons world wide.
Update date
Friday, September 24, 2021
Member since
Thursday, September 9, 2021
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