I am a 37 year old female (MTF) from Germany. Since a few years I been on the journey discovering myself and learning in leaps and bounds. I am not out of the closet yet but becoming more open about myself every day.
I am a very open minded person who enjoys to learn and making new experiences. I love to meet new people and getting to know others views. I love being challenged and am eager to grow by them. My biggest hobby is to read and to engage in conversation with others about various things. My interests include philosophy, psychology, medicine, IT and recently I got interested in law. Besides that I like being in nature and reflecting on myself and others. Recently I developed a passion for cooking and enjoy going out shopping.
Sometimes I am a bit of introvert and enjoy a certain time alone figuring things out. At other times I am really social and love talking with interesting people for hours. Sometimes I want to let every seriousness go and have some innocent fun. Yet at other times I enjoy to have really deep talks about things that matter. I dont just want to listen to someone I am engaged with I want to understand them living in their reality and walking in their shoes.
The Lifestyle have been part of my journey for a couple of years and I dont regret ever going on this journey. Enjoying the submission is something that took me by surprise and would have never forseen some years ago. Sometimes scary but always exciting D/S has been a way for me to open myself up to totally new experiences and things I couldnt even imagine before.
I still consider myself newbie and am still discovering what makes myself tick and what things are not really for me. BDSM is like a huge toybox whenever I think I seen it all this new toy gets discovered somewhere deep down and I cant wait to try it out.
For me D/S is more than just fun and play. Its a road of self discovery that is fun and exciting but sometimes hard to walk on and full of lessons for life. My interest in D/S isnt solely focused on the play part of it but more so on the training and the submission. It doesnt end for me with the aftercare but influences my daily life. I enjoy serving and submitting with my entire someone who cares and keeps me safe.
These are the definite no no's:
- toilet play
- animals
- children
- blood
- extreme pain (spankings and light pain is more than welcome)
- Injuries (wanna take care of my body not hurt it)
- play without aftercare (sub-drops are not fun)
After a long break from D/S I am back into the lifestlye and am super excited about it :)
im having a lovely Dom who trains so In bot looking for any play with another Dom however Friendship and casual talk is welcome