I am a person who has a big heart and I feel a lot. Sometimes this leads me to trouble. It is a way for my insecurities to filter through and play tricks on my mind. Turning something small into something twisted and horrible.
I am needy....... It took a long time for me to recognize and accept that fact. I need contact constantly. I like to know I am being thought of. Messages and letters make me so very happy. I used to feel this quality was a curse. Cursed to constantly feel and over think. Cursed to question and then feel remorse over my neediness.
But now my opinion has changed. My neediness makes things quite simple. I thought that wanting and needing someone was a flaw. But really it makes me easily satisfied. Give me your attention and you will be rewarded. When my needs are met I give my all in return. You receive my openess and undivided attention.
Don't miss understand my desires. I am comfortable being by myself. Infact I enjoy my ME time, and I have many things that keep me preoccupied. However when you enter my heart and consume my mind, I can not help but crave more of you. And that is how it should be.
I am not a lot of work. I am not difficult or closed off. I am simply heartfelt.
I will no longer see my Need as something to be ashamed of. Because I am not ?. But i will try to not let my insecurities be born from my need. I will stay true to the words you have spoken and instead try to learn patience and build upon our trust.
Much thoughtful love
Starlight
