Some things I have learnt this week.
1. A little effort should not be difficult. This one comes from a dom who has been talking to me on another website. Once I told him my location (45 mins drive away) he informed me he would not be traveling past (town approx half way between us) and that if I wanted to meet up for a drink I would have to come to him..... 2 days later sees photos of me and tries to organise a catch up..... um how does get stuffed sound.
2. People ask me to be open but in reality they are the ones judging me. I was open and honest. They just didn't like what they found. That is not my problem. We are all different. Moving on.
3. I love being bondage. Plain and simple. This is not a new thing but more that it was explored a little more this week
4. Old flames might have dwindled but the care for eachother has not. Spending some quality time with someone who used to mean the world to me can actually be quite healing. To speak with someone with whome i dont have to explain things but simply accepts me and offers support. Learning to accept that for what it is, is a new thing for me.
5. Being thankful for what I have and the people around me. This is always a good thing to remember
6. Have a little fun. My sons new game is to play Gandmas Undies. You ask eachother questions to which the answer is always Grandma's undies lol. (Eg what did you have for breakfast). If you make the other person smile they loose..... give it a try its fun.
7. I am capable of love again. It just takes the right person. And I am in no hurry. But knowing that hey its actually not me. Im not broken. There is just a lot of idiots out there.
Much thoughtful love
Star