There is a unique transformation going on in my life and you all who read my blog have watched it unravel before you.
I was born female but was raised male for a time. By puberty it was clear I was a female bodied and wanted to be as nature intended. Yet the previous confusion caused by my parents wanting a son made me insecure in my womanhood.
Well here's the thing I just turned 39 I have had 26 years of living with the knowledge that I'm female and my body never had any hang ups as it developed.
I might not have thought the day would ever come but my female sexuality and body has fully integrated into me. I am joyful to be a woman and have a unique opportunity to enjoy life unencumbered by the past.
This new sense of confidence and vocalizing my needs wants and desires with Heartfelt integrity has opened the flood gates of change.
After a relationship drought of years I now have: an ex, 3 coworkers, two doms, a few people from this website a couple of my best friends all shown some varying degrees of interest in me as more then just a friend.
Additionally I have had phone sex, been suspended, fire play, invited to 3 different sex parties, had someone eat me out by the way it was so good that I lost muscle control and my pussy pretty much made me purr like a good kitty! What the hell is going on!
Even more crazy sexy cool I have had people appear to tell me they have a crush on me. Yet all this positive affirmation has solidified this is the right choice the world Is taking well to genuine me
When I rejected my body it's no surprise people rejected me. As I have started to love the skin I'm in and embrace my feminine existence others have responded.
It's so intense to go from zero to 100 when it comes to human interpersonal relationships. This should be celebrated but its also scary.
I'm way outside my comfort zone help me😭