So last night I went to my contributorship I was right all along submissives get the better end of the bargain. I remember the first time I felt jealous of one of my submissives her name was Betty she was a Jamaican native mixed with British heritage she was educated in London and she was kinda posh but once you got beneath that she was so caring and kind and unbelievably fit.
I had dated her because at the time I had a real type my first crush/ girlfriend was a mixed race Jamaican so I kinda really was looking for her over and over again in other people until I realized everyone can be beautiful and awesome as well as no one ever replaces what you feel you lost, you can just find other amazing individuals to experience life with.
So Betty was really impressed with my strength at the time I was only like 160 pounds but could do a push up with her sitting on my back and she herself had to be 140. She would sometimes ask me to train her in karate and although i showed her a few things she got bored of it when she really out right slapped me with a fish in the face, i didn't want you to train me in karate you idiot I wanted to get you alone so we could maybe see where it goes luv.
I have a history of being dense with the signs, usually because I am so busy I don't have time to play games tell me what you want and I will try my best to deliver.
So Betty and me play around get to know each others bodies abit and then slowly but confidently explain to her I am a top dom and into kink would you mind if we expand the play. She was very excited for such an invitation since apparently she had been with guys but was only realizing that she preferred women and was hoping I'd show more agency like men. She wasn't quite a pillow princess but she really did prefer to let me take the lead and just tell her what shes gotta do, and what I want outta her.
Finally one day when I am at padded court in the YMCA for wrestling I didn't tell her it wasn't going to be some light training but a Primal sex in a simi public area. You see there was door but it couldn't be locked from the inside. No one used the room usually but anyone coulda walked in on us. I remember kicking her legs out from under her putting her weight onto my hip and doing a jumping throw where I let her land on me and instantly spun her round so I was on top of her and nibbling at her lips and kissing on her neck, as she was going for her hands I locked them with mine and pressed them upwards into the ground with so much intensity I pulled her flat and forced her to arch some.
She was gasping for air trying to make her cute pleas what about the door... What about it?
I ummm... I is this ok?
Bet your life on it you said you wanted me to take charge now do as I say and shut the fuck up and enjoy unless you got something constructive to say or I'm hurting you.
She nodded with her eyes almost pleading me for sex and I knew she was already wet from just the whole moment but if i just gave my sub what she wanted immediately that wouldn't be any fun. So I started to trace her body with my lips and tender kisses as my hands slowly but surly worked out all the tension in her neck.
As she started to show comfort in what was happening I'd up the ante which included ripping her panties off since she had pants who the eff cares they were so easy to do since around me she always wear this dainty thong like ones. As I was nibbling on her thighs while massaging her breasts she let out a sigh but not of relief but of disappointment. I was like what is it.
She said I thought you were gonna go savage on me but instead after the take down and the surprise you just do your old routine which is nice but I thought you could fuck me for once.
I was like and what does fucking you entail? shes like I don't know pull my hair and fuck me till it hurts?
I was like oh is that what you want from me? She said yeah I am used to men Anya and to be frank I liked you because I know you have dom energy and your strong but I thought you know maybe you could fuck like you mean it.
I said ok pulling hair and fucking you like I mean commences. So i roll over her body and then grab her by the hair and tell her to hold my hand since the next bit might hurt and shes like what?
Then I start dragging her by her hair across the mat as she flails around asking what the fuck are you doing! I said what you wanted right you wanted real and intense I can match or exceed anything you ever had as shes like please whats going on. I threw her into the padded wall and then shoved my breast in her mouth and said suck it calm down since your already crying like a baby.
She did as she was told and I could see her entire demeanor change the second I took away her control of the situation it set her free she could just relax since she had total trust in me then after I was thoroughly aroused I said fuck it lets do it so they hear in the rest of the Y. I picked her up by her shoulders and then took my harness adjusted it abit since I wasn't used to fucking people i pinned to walls yet, and when I let her settle her body into the dlildo she was practically screaming I was like that's not allowed and I forced my tongue in her mouth as I thrusted into her with almost all the force my body could muster so much so I was worried her teeth was gonna bite my own tongue off with all the hip to hip muscular thrusting.
as I noticed she was kinda a size queen so to get extra penetration instead of pinning her so much I let her fall into it as i then jacked her back into place by her pussy it didn't take long for her to squirt and orgasm at the same time and go nearly limp from the intensity overwhelming her body systems.
I then bit her neck like a vampire and tugged on her as she leaned into it with this moan of you own me. I went towards her ear and whispered how she was such a perfect lady until i made her a bad girl. I had an evil shit eating grin she couldn't see and then I started to nibble on her earlobe and she came again but this time her whole body was shuttering. I let her fall limp on me and told her you said you didn't know about women yet for sure, well I just came from your beauty yet I'm still as hard as I'd ever be and I can rock you-- till I drop you.
She then kissed me and said shes not sorry she pushed me for this because its exactly what she wanted. To feel her totally relaxed sweaty body on my to feel her entire being controlled by my strength and how shed shutter with every thrust as i found her sweet spots for gliding thrusting and to feel like I was an artist, and my actions were allowing this person to transform into a commemoration of that moment in time of pure unison and ecstasy her bliss was my muse.
I started to look on her and be like god damn I'd like to feel like that one day. What the fuck she's getting way more fun then me and aww shit doing this is taking so much outta me I bet I won't even wanna get outta bed the next day. Why did she need me to fuck her so long before she could break LOL.
I was a tad sore the next day but it was so much fun watching her squirm to find a comfortable place to sit because she was still having lingering tenderness. I asked her hey want me to go softer next time. Shes like not in your life you just made me wish I was your wife!
Ahh but sadly I moved away and Betty couldn't do long distance relationships.
But she is the guilty party that made me able to say fuck yeah I'm a switch! I am still waiting for the day when someone doms me with as much intensity as I did Betty.