So as I joined a local dungeon I have made some quick friends who woulda guessed being an attractive friendly female who's wild as it gets would go over so well?
One of my new friends K had some concerns about how much I reportedly repressed myself and wanted to help and I was honestly not sure how it can be done many of my issues has to do with my own still coming to terms with my own AFAB biology.
He's like well I don't know if it would help but I dont mind working with you on that. I was like yeah I was sexually abused so guys aren't really in the cards but thank you though.
However at some point in one of our interactions I found out he had a fuck machine and he politely said well when you get older like me sometimes it don't work or you get tired and fuck it you young girls seems to never have enough.
I was like would you mind if I tried the fuck machine, he was like of course not especially if it would make you feel better since at the time I was sick with the flu.
My first time with the fuck machine we started with the smallest implement by my choice it was some floppy nothing and I was all disappointed I mean my first time getting willingly fucked and it was like I might as well not of bothered.
Well we quickly upgraded to a double head rabbit type that has a decent penteration part and a clit stimulator plus while it was going I helped close my lips on it and he pressed on the outside for me as a friendly person would do and let me tell It wasn't long before my entier opinion on almost everything in life was challenged.
It didn't take long for what was at first painful and uncomfortable to quickly feel amazing. A few minutes my vagina got fully aroused and my brain clicked into a whole new world of sensations joys and desires. Before long my body was practically absorbing the dildo my pussy couldn't get enough as the machine pounded into it. At times K would have it at slower thrusts but then again taking it at times up to 360 revolutions per minute.
It didn't take long for my entier body to change its response what started as this tense odd completely freaky experience quickly turned into this relaxing full body stimulating orgasmic ecstasy my usually useless vagina showed her true potential let me tell you.
I was stunned at how my body went from this hurts please make it stop to oh god this hurts too fucking good never let it stop fuck ne harder!
I was in near tears of joy and I i didn't want to admit it but have to now my body being a womans was built to get fucked and loved it!
Every thrust, every reposition, ever second of intensity, was just fuel for this nearly endless fire that just started within and consumed all doubts about what pentration would feel like.
There was a couple of times when I was about to orgasm but I stopped myself because I wasn't mentally ready to accept what had transpired that I loved getting fucked and like any normal female once warmed up could easily take a cock like object inside of my vagina. Furthermore getting fucked drove me wild with tearful bliss.
As k was moving the device around he also found my G spot I have heard some Doctors aren't sure if its even real well let me tell you when he angled it just right which for me was kind up and towards the underside of my clit/pubic bone it was like I was getting fucked in my brain. I was practically losing all muscle control in my legs and I didn't quite have words to describe the sensation other then drool slowly coming out the side of my mouth.
Thankfully he wasn't able to keep it positioned in that location too long or god knows if my first experience with a fuck machine would ever come to an end.
My takeaways from said experience
A I used to have a rule even for my lovers no penteration of any kind and it went further way back when I didn't want anyone to physically please me at all.
This was me trying to ignore the obvious that I have a Female body with needs wants and desires its the whole can't miss what you never experienced sorta thing.
Well it took me till my late 30's to get right and proper fucked and that was a huge damn mistake!
I wish someone encouraged me to do this in my teens I woulda enjoyed so much more of my life if I simply accepted my body embraced it and shared it with others. Yes it is better later then never but woah its so incredible I just wish I had gotten comfortable with it sooner.
B the female body is incredible I went from barely getting a finger in it fitting nearly 6 inched of a fairly girthy dildo smashing into me with jackhammer like power. What in the absolute fuckery! How can the female body adapt so rapidly while taking such a powerful pounding? That's not all I actually just loved nearly every moment of it?
Seriously the harder I was getting fucked after awhile the more comfortable and relaxing I felt. Heck my legs started to go limp from just the insanely calm relaxation from the fucking it was really hard to process how something that was so intense could feel so calming that I could almost fall asleep because it was so comforting.
C my only real ban on penteration now is cis het male penis because of the fact I was sexually abused, but fingers, toys, dildos, fuck machines, double ended dildos, you name it I am all for it. I can't possibly turn down another opportunity if it comes by to feel that much joy again.
D Man now I gotta buy a fuck machine? There's so many models and features? Do I get a cheeper portable one like his , or do I save up and get a more fancy one with more robust features. My god literally a week ago I was pretty sure I never wanted to get sexed ever-- now here I am going to track down a fuck machine so I can fuck myself on a regular basis.
E I was right about one thing, once you know it's hard to unknow. I enjoyed it so much I can't go back I don't ever wanna go back, enjoying having my pussy fucked till it was bursting with fluids was honestly so awesome I am never going to deprive myself the joy of this again.
I love being a woman goddamnit its my birthright to enjoy my body sexually I waited far to long to claim it I'm never gonna forsake her again.
Best,
Icegirl
