I hate homophobia and it is quite active😡
One of my good friends used to go to the gym with me almost once a week and would text me back and forth daily.
For almost half a year she barely talks to me unless I contact her first and I have to beg her to hangout.
What was the main change the moment when she told her husband that I moved in with my girlfriend and mentioned that I'm a lesbian.
It's understandable he's an ex military cop so naturally had more conservative views and if the choice is a friend or your husband I don't blame her choices.
I blame a society that empowered him to even make thay request and ruin a friendship and for what fear I might sleep with his wife? (Not my fault the roids and age made it hard for him to get it up)
Or that she's already liberal and I might poison her with more thoughts about how queer people are human.
One thing about women is most of us had been abused and the thought of being with someone who didn't consent makes me sick. So I'd never touch a female friend unless consent was given because I'm not a shit bag like many men are.
Another time recently
I wrote about it at the time but me and my girlfriend were holding hands in my car some psycho drove up next to us and said something like "where are the men in your life and what do your fathers think of you or some shit like that" gesturing at us as he then ran thru a red light. What a psycho
I have had members of my own family talk about how it's never gonna work two women ugh that's doomed with all the emotional baggage what if our periods line up.
I don't understand why so many other people look down and judge how and what I do with my life. You don't wanna have a same sex relationship don't have one 🎉 tada. Is it that they resent it because they wish they could experience this forbidden thing in there mind. Like seriously if my friends husband needs to take it in the butt I know plenty of guys willing to service him I wouldn't mind pegging him if it would help him chill the eff out.
Seriously why should others care if I personally get more emotional and sexual gratification out of being with women does it hurt them in some sorta way?
I wish the insecurities around same sex relationships would finally end.
Whats the worst part is I wish I could be even more affectionate towards my girlfriend but because of all this bullshit she doesn't even feel comfortable with me talking about the relationship that much or public displays of affection.
Random heterosexuals get to do everything but fuck in public and the worst they might get is a rude comment but as a women who loves women who I gotta keep it on the downlow or risk harassment or worse.
One of the first actions I did for the Tolerance club in my high school (kinda like a gay straight alliance) was two of my gay friends got suspended for kissing in the hallway and I organized a sit in the main office with hundreds of students after tipping off the local paper until they reversed the suspension and admitted they were being unfair since heterosexual couples got away with far worse and no one was ever suspended.
Its insane to see that in 20 years the same battle to be treated fairly exists.
I just want to love who I love without reprisal when will the madness end.
2 weeks ago. September 18, 2024 at 4:57 AM