MsDove(sub female){Eternal Pi}

TRUST THE MAGIC

I have been on The Cage ,"officially" since October 2020. I had spent a month to peruse before I got the nerve to join. I can't tell you how I felt when I clicked on the "submissive". Such a rush of relief to acknowledge who I am truly am. Since that time I have learned more, met people, had a couple of horrendous experiences (in retrospect, both could have been avoided if I knew what I was doing). In my naivete, I was hurt tremendously.

For three years, I've had a Dom who I am fully committed to, and we were deeply love. He continuely reminds me to "Trust The Magic" rather than leading with my analytical mind. A lesson I still need to learn. Hence, the title of my blog.

Blogging is a new thing for me. I still bring a newbies perspective (but slightly more weathered), complete with an AARP card and 50+ years of a Vanilla lifestyle. Perhaps a little late out the gate (God, I wish I had that 20-year-old body!), but if not now, when? So here goes...

Today, I lean in...

2 years ago. December 7, 2021 at 8:45 AM

Today, I lean in.
I lean into the fear.
I lean past the doubts.
I lean towards the good.
I lean in with Love.
I lean with the light.
I lean in and create possibility.
So it is. ❤

I wrote this a year ago. In a moment when I felt all things were possible. I decided that I would not let any opportunities go by and that I would say "yes" to what appears. Who would have thought that I would create more than just possibilities?

One year later, I am fully and deeply in love. I have a Dominant who is allowing my submissive self to emerge as I, we, go deeper and deeper into our D/s experience. I had thought I submitted him to him months ago (and I had), but as we continue to delve deeper, we seem to organically reach new places, emotionally and physically, that I didn't know existed.

I have reached a place where the words "I belong to you" really reasonate within me. I am not saying it to please him. I am saying it because it is so real for me. I feel a part of him. It feels right. I am deeply content.

His phrase to me, as I continually try to analyze, is "trust the magic."

Yes, Master, I do trust the magic. I love you.