Hello, dear reader! It’s late! Why are you still awake! Go to sleep! Well, read this then go to sleep!
Today has been a really good day. As my last post mentioned, I’m getting set for a big football game tomorrow, and I’m excited. So excited I can’t sleep! Let’s go Titans!!
Speaking of my last blog, the positive messages and uplifting support from everyone has been amazing. It started as just an excited post about sports to turning into a deep and important topic. I do that sometimes, my dear reader. Hopefully you don’t mind. I don’t really plan this stuff. I just type. One of my favorite authors has a term that seems fitting for it: diarrhea of the word processor. I like it.
So, as stated, I’m going to the Colts/Titans game. I’m already in Indianapolis. And I have had a blast. I spent some time in a VR arcade being a big child, had a great dinner, and have spent the last few hours alone in my room. And I’m digging the view.
The drawback is that I’m alone. That sucks. I’d kill to have someone with me. Someone that can help break this incredibly comfy king size bed. There is something so obviously sexy about being in a really nice room, especially when you’re on a higher floor. Obviously the view is great, but pinning a girl to the window sounds so much better than just looking out it.
Oh well. It makes me wonder though. If I weren’t such an introvert, so “go with the flow”, or so scared in my own way, I may not be as lonely tonight. If I had a more assertive personality, if I were more outgoing, more willing to just make a move... things could be different, right? But instead, I’m writing a late night post hoping it’ll help me sleep.
New topic!
I am getting messages from guys who are wanting to be my dom. I’m very much straight and no one has bought the tequila yet (if you don’t get the joke there, check my profile). I’m supposed to be flattered right? Like, if a guy finds a straight guy attractive, that’s a win, right? I feel flattered. But I’m not jumping into that. Obviously there are some dynamics that don’t have a sexual component, so a man being my dom wouldn’t be too uncomfortable for me. But I feel like, when I find the right person, I want to give all of me. I don’t want to have to hold something back because it’s something I’m not comfortable with. I think that’s the right mindset. I’m going with it at least. But I appreciate the offers!
New topic!!
The posts from the last few hours for the dress shirt challenge have been on point. There are some gorgeous women on this site. If any of you ladies that posted read this, you rock! And when I get home tomorrow, or maybe Monday, I’ll drop a pic as well in a dress shirt. Me and my dad bod are here to rock all of y’all’s worlds?
Also, autocorrect just told me that “y’all’s” is correct. I’ve been spelling that wrong for a while. Damn.
I also really like the “New topic” method of jumping around. That may be a keeper.
Alright, dear reader. You better go to sleep. You know you can get cranky when you don’t get your full 8 hours! I’ll be heading to bed soon too. So goodnight, my dear reader. Sweet dreams.
