Welcome, dear reader! I hope you are doing well! It’s the start to another week, and after another long holiday, all I can think is... ugh.
Im sitting at work right now with nothing to do because I was moved to a training thing that I have already completed. So for the next hour I’m going to be sitting here bored out of my mind. Yay?
I have a couple different topics for today, so let’s dice in!
First Topic!!
As you may recall, I have recently tested positive for Covid. So I wanted to give you a quick update.
I’m mostly fine. Chest hurts and I have a cough. The lack of taste and smell is still there but slowly getting better. Luckily the headaches have mostly stopped. All in all, it’s not terrible for me. I know so many people have had so much trouble with this illness, so I’m thankful that it has been pretty mild for me.
Hell, the worst part is the impact it’s had on my sex life. Now, don’t get me wrong, I have been practicing sexual social distancing for longer than Covid has been an issue. But now, when I finish, I am so out of breath and I lay there all tired and sounding like I just finished a marathon. For longer than I care to admit. It’s bad, loyal reader. But every time I finish, wondering if I’m dying, I always think to myself, “Worth it!”
And that’s about the extent of my solo sexual escapades that I will get into today!
Next Topic!
Yay! The Titans won the AFC South! And Derrick Henry hit 2,000 yards for the season! Into the playoffs we go!
New Topic!!
This topic is going to be the bigger portion of the post I think. But yeah! I revamped my profile a bit recently and ended up taking the oh so popular BDSM test again. My results were pretty on par with my last ones I think, so that’s cool.
The top thing on my results is “rope bunny” and that was an interesting thing for me. I have always thought that the general concept of bondage and tying your partner up was incredibly sexy on the face of it. Tying a beautiful girl up and being able to have whatever type of fun you want with her? Where do I sign up??
But a rope bunny is someone who is more interested in being tied up than the one doing the tying. Obviously you all know this. I’m basically explaining it in writing to myself. Education and retention through repetition!
What I found interesting is that I scored lower on the rigging side of things. So I want to be tied up pretty badly, but I’m not as prone to tying others up. I think that speaks to my submissive side honestly. That part of me that wants to be used and abused.
But with my discovery that I’m a switch, I would have thought that the score for tying a girl up would be higher. So I’m wondering if that is because of a fear that stems with lack of experience. I don’t want to do it wrong, I don’t want to make a fool of myself (which is odd because I’m always a fool), and I don’t want to possibly hurt my beautiful little play thing.
And I know a lot of those fears will disappear with practice and finding my own method. And I’m excited to get creative and play around a bit. Solo, of course, at first just to start learning.
I have seen a lot of posts on here with some people showing some amazing rope work, and I hope that I can find a way to make something as beautiful and wonderful as the people on here do. I know it’ll take work and practice, but I’m excited for the prospect.