There's a fear in given in. Of surrendering yourself so completely. The knowledge that these are uncharted waters. That there may not be land on the other side. That you can sink and have no one pull you up once your drowning.
The fear of saying Yes to something you want that may be dangerous to who you are now, because you know it may change you later.
Fear, how it trills me and scares me at the sametime.
I never know if I will give into you or push past you.
Fear, I think I will push past you today and give into my wants.
My heart believe there's a better life and better self waiting for me at the end. And if not, I'm sure I will learn a valuable lesson in the future. Maybe I'll discover a part of me I never knew. I guess that's worth pushing past the fear
So for today, fear please go away.