I read things written by others and it's amazing how we all share the same thing
Devotion: the want to be everything for ours. The need to be his.
Anxiety: am I good enough. Am I doing right by him will he still want me if I mess up
Loneliness: not being with him makes a empty place inside us gives way to the demons and anxiety
Love: an unending love how can you love so deeply and give ao freely to one person.
This all combined isnt what makes us subs it's what makes us women. Every woman feels these things the difference is we have learned to trust and Express it. To know that we wont be judged because he is our safe place the one place where our deepest darkest secrets can be shared.
Trust isnt easy but its learned and grows with time. Some of us may have been hurt so badly that it takes a long time and the right person isnt going to push you outside of that and make you feel less than for not trusting them after a week.
I am this person. I dont trust easily and demons still pop up but I am learning I am a work in progress and someday I will be a great sub to the person whos taken the time.
