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My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy
4 years ago. February 13, 2020 at 12:07 PM

She walks the perimeter

Fingers trailing the bricks

Counting in her head

Making sure each is in place

She sees it then a small crack

No she thinks it cant be

She walks back to her shelter

Grabbing the cement

Dragging it back

She feels the weight

Touching the small crack

She places cement over it

Then she hears a loud thud

The small crack shoots up

Claiming the next brick

Quickly she covers that

Proud of her work

She looks back

Her world safe

Slowly retreating

To her sanctuary

Thinking how hard she worked

She made this safety

All by herself needing no one

BANG she jumps and turns

She sees more bricks fracture

No she screams

If the wall falls

She wont be safe

A small piece of the wall crumbles

She runs to patch it

BANG she feels her heart stop

The hole grows bigger

She fights to patch it

Fear running thru her veins

Tears running down her face

She feels warmth

The light that was blocked

Now shines thru the hole

It warms her skin

She reaches a hand out the hole

Yanking it back quickly

What was that touch

She grabs the cement

Trying to block the hole

Bang again more pieces fall

The bricks crumble fast

The cement cant dry

She kneels before her wall

Praying for safety

Tears fall

As a calm voice can be heard

" I will not hurt you,

I will help you grow

I will shelter you

Be your friend

I will not break the wall

We will do it together

When your ready

For now this hole

Will let you see who I am

Remind you of what you hide from

It will be my window to you."

Glancing up tears still falling

She rises slowly

Only one thing comes to her mind

She bows her head

Finding her voice weak

She whispers

"Slowly together as friends"

 

HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - No words just 💜💜💜
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Awww sometimes silence is all we need
4 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - Very beautifully written!!!❤️❤️❤️
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you so much my sweet friend! 💜
4 years ago
Cherry2000​(sub female) - I know this feeling well. I love how you put words to it so well. 💝
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you!
4 years ago
Morley​(sub female){Max Sterne} - Beautiful! ❤️❤️❤️
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you
4 years ago
Invisible​(sub female) - Beautifully written... it is so scary when someone starts breaking down your walls.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - It is but I also have realized even our friends break down our walls. They are there to protect us about it's hard if were behind a wall.
Thank you for your kind words
4 years ago
venia​(sub female){notlooking} - This is so beautiful. You are amazing. 💜
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you V you know I feel the same about you! 💜💜
4 years ago
Literate Lycan​(dom male) - Deep! And beautiful.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you
4 years ago
DaddyDrago​(dom male){LilAmethys} - Thank you for this reminder!
Tread softly into others sphere, none of us know the anxiety one has gone through to feel "safe".
Very poignant indeed.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you
4 years ago
Bella Rosella​(sub female) - I'm not crying, you're crying 😭❤ That touched me. Thank you
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - I'm sorry I didnt want to cry..... lol thank you
4 years ago
Wicked Ways​(dom male){venia} - You never seem to disappoint. Your words come alive. I can hear the bricked being placed, feel the texture of the cement. Most of all, I can hear your voice in every syllable, of every word.
~W
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you WW, as usual your comments make me smile. I sometimes forget I close even my friends out and make them wait outside my walls.
4 years ago
Wicked Ways​(dom male){venia} - *bricks
4 years ago

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