Pheonix J(sub female)

Just me

My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy

Plans change

3 years ago. May 18, 2021 at 3:19 AM

So I had plans for this weekend. I was suppose to be enjoying time away doing something I love. I was suppose to be finding out more about me and who I am. Needless to say plans changed.

I am so overwhelmed with a sense of defeat and sadness that I feel myself shutting down. I don't know how to find my place with this change and to accept it. There is nothing I can do to keep the plan I had moving forward because my job is the reason it changed. Yes plans can be changed but when you were looking forward to something so much and it's taken away you hit the ground hard.

So empty bags now sit at the end of my bed, a sad heart weighs my chest and a sinister brain plays its games. This is almost as bad a drop

Pheonix J(sub female) - This is true and I will only be defeated today. I tend to rise above but today it just sucks.

3 years ago

OraclePollon(sub female){NotYours} - Have your day. The negative feelings are just as valid as the positive ones. Give it today to run its course. Sending you a coffee and a warm hug.

3 years ago

Pheonix J(sub female) - Thank you

3 years ago

Sir Don(dom male){Nt looking} - You know you put a lot of you into your job. Take a moment regroup and make new plans .
Yes it sucks when things fall through, but don't let this weigh you down...
You know we are here for the pm if you need it.

3 years ago

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Pheonix J​(sub female)

Just me

Plans change

Pheonix J(sub female)