I choose me....
Which is more painful:
Ghosting?
Or
Watching you leave slowly?
Is there a difference?
I'm letting you go
You don't have to stay
I'm not the others...I won't beg you to either.
At the very least, I'm too strong for that
Will it hurt? Yes...
Will I cry? Maybe...
Will I survive? OF COURSE....
You owned all and none of me at the same time
You commanded my presence without ever being near
You are forever a part of me, my essence
But don't think I won't let you go,
..............Won't let you walk
..............Won't pack your bags and
drop them on the outside of MY door
My worth is more than the nothing you give me
My submission was a gift
And you throttled it
I love you but I'm not in love with you
I can love you from afar
and watch that love dwindle into a ravine
Walking away completely clean
But today....
........................ I choose me, all of me 💝
~~In search of Truth (& today, peace)
SBL