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Who I am or Who am I?

I'm on my path of discovery. I'm new but not new to the lifestyle. I'm just in search of where I fit in.
2 years ago. December 27, 2021 at 9:15 PM

I choose me....

 

Which is more painful:

Ghosting?

Or 

Watching you leave slowly? 

Is there a difference?

 

I'm letting you go

You don't have to stay 

I'm not the others...I won't beg you to either.

At the very least, I'm too strong for that 

 

Will it hurt? Yes...

Will I cry? Maybe...

Will I survive? OF COURSE....

You owned all and none of me at the same time 

You commanded my presence without ever being near 

You are forever a part of me, my essence 

But don't think I won't let you go, 

..............Won't let you walk 

..............Won't pack your bags and

drop them on the outside of MY door 

 

My worth is more than the nothing you give me 

My submission was a gift 

And you throttled it 

I love you but I'm not in love with you 

I can love you from afar

and watch that love dwindle into a ravine 

Walking away completely clean 

 

But today....

........................ I choose me, all of me 💝

 

 

~~In search of Truth (& today, peace) 

SBL

AdamDragon​(dom male) - Very nice writing. 🌹
2 years ago
HEAVEN'S STARCHILD​(switch female) - THIS RIGHT HERE SPOKE TO MY SOUL 👆👆👆👆👆👆👆👆
2 years ago

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