Poems and more from the Heart, Soul, Mind and Spirit

The song numb touches my soul on so many levels. One day, I pray, that I won't feel like this ever again.

Earlier today, my sub and i was discussing a fantasy i was envisioning.  I took the bits and pieces and turned it into a story. 

 King Viserion led Queen Tora into her bedroom blindfolded. The King needed to teach her a lesson his heart couldn't bear to think about at the moment. His jealousy has gotten the best of him, there is no turning back now........

My love, as he kisses her neck have the most beautiful birthday gift for you, you deserve to enjoy every minute of it.  His voice, his kisses, his touch sends chills throughout her body.  The thought of Tora finally being his, giving him the gift of love and submission is finally coming true, but he has to make sure that no one will ever desire her ever the way he does ever again.

He removes her gown and blindfold, and to her amazement she sees SaraAthena bound and gagged to her brass four post bed, seeing her DDD breasts with hardened nipples was calling out to her. QueenTora licks her lips then looks at her King with a devilish look.  In the corner, she sees Cyfrin on all fours, his plump ass in the air, his beautiful asshole that she has claimed as hers and only hers.

Tora walks over to Cyfrin and whispers, I love seeing you helpless, you being at my disposal at any given moment. She runs her tongue from his neck to his ass, bites him really hard.  You love that don't you, Cyfrin shakes his head yes, Tora notices a different look in his eyes more of fear than pleasure. To her suprise, King Viserion gives her permission to please Cyfrin orally.  Having no fear of what is yet to come, she proceeds.  Taking his cock slowly into her mouth Cyfrin moans, his cock touching the back of her throat, he moans even louder. Oh yes!!!! take my cock it's yours!!!

SHUT UP !!! Cyfrin, Viserion shouted.  He the reached for an aluminum paddle and smack Tora's ass with every stroke she gave Cyfrin. She didn't wince nor make a sound. She didn't even ask him for more.  She knew his jealousy had gotten the best of him.  Instead she gyrated slowly and moaned with pleasure letting him know she is now in control.  Tora looked over to SaraAthena laying there like a good little girl awaiting her turn. Tora's pussy is dripping wet, she refuses to allow King Viserion know that his plan was more exciting and sensual than a punishment.

She walks over to the bed and sees SaraAthena in a puddle of her own juices.  Her nipples still hard, sounds of ectasy and punishment has her gushing uncontrollably. Sir may I? Dragon King grabs his slut by the hair and pushes her face into SaraAthena's  dripping wet pussy. She gasps and gushes again and again. Dragon King pulls her face away, bites her lip hard. What a good slut you are!!! Opening my eyes, I see his eyes are red with fury. Jealousy has completely unleashed the monster within cock hard and steel flogger in hand.

Go for it!!!! I dare you!!!!!  You can't handle me not submitting, can you?  Tora begins to rub her pussy, inserts two fingers giving the King a taste that he has wanted for so long.  Tora moves towards Cyfrin, she whispers, this is what happens when you let the monster out. I started stroking his cock.  The time has come Cyfrin.  The look on Cyfrin's face was of confusion and pleasure, his cock became more erect than before.  The King grabbed her and hissed you can't have her !!!!!! She's mine!!!!! He start flogging Cyfrin's cock with all his might.  My handsome slut whore ,how you not beg for mercy, only asked for more?  I'll do whatever it takes to enjoy you fully for a few moments my queen.  Without a word, the  King rammed his cock into his mouth, fucking his mouth harder with every stroke.  This was an extreme turn on for Tora.

Caressing Cyfrin's head, she whispers, you're his now. It's the price you have to pay for wanting me.  When the King has had enough with Cyfrin's mouth, Tora unties him, leads him to the bed SaraAthena is still in a puddle of her own juices. Her pussy swollen needing to be taken and used for the queen's pleasure.  The Queen raises Cyfrin's legs onto her shoulders and slowly enters his asshole with her cock, she caresses his balls and slowly strokes his cock. She then reaches over and fingers and fists SaraAthena until she passes out from exhaustion.  The king comes up from behind the Queen,removes her strap and roughly fucks her in the ass. Her body wants to give in but she won't allow it.  Grabbing her neck, he whispers, You belong to me!!!!!!  She whispered with a devilish grin, What took you so fucking long......

 I always have admired Wonder woman, whose golden lasso will get the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. 

This world has accepted lies as truth and truth as lies. 

To get the truth out of those who have hurt so many

Tired of lies from those we care about and love

Care bears cuddly creatures representing the loved and unloved

Still sending healing, love and creating peace wherever they go

The amazing plastic man, I would be able to give hugs and smiles to those all around the world

Spending time with friends and family without getting on a plane

To have Mystique's ability to shapeshift to ease the pain to those who have passed loved ones

Being able to hug, hold,heal from the loss or whatever is desired

I would team up with Thor spreading uplifting messages while the Loki in me grabs his ass every chance i got

Finally the Thing, I would kick the ass of anyone threatens anyone unable to defend themselves and not get harmed in any way

Thank you TKP for this challenge :)

Tied and blindfolded

Music relaxes.you

Gasping at the slightest touch

Sensations pulsing through your body

Your cock searching for me

Flogging your cock excites you even more

I come.close whispering you want me?

Yes Queen, I do (Allows you to lick my juices off my fingers) 

No, you may not

One nipple.clamp

Do.you still want me? 

Yes Queen, I want (second nipple.clamp)

The pain doesn't phase you

Youre desire is to have me is too strong

My hand caresses your cock

Smacking.your balls.for misbehaving 

Being greedy will keep you bound

Pain will continue.to be inflicted upon.

Turning the tables.is tempting

Giving in to being desired, wanted 

For once the hunter needs to become the prey

You need.to be punished for your wants, desires for your queen 

The time has arrived for.your final punishment

Bent over you take my cock, you let out a pleasurable moan

This isn't pleasure, my.slut

Ramming my.cock in your ass

Fucking you so hard.you can't breathe

Your muffled your screams for me to fuck you harder 

YES QUEEN FUCK.YOUR SLUT HARDER!

I stop, you realized your mistake 

I.order.you. to ride my cock.

Take every inch!!!!

Each thrust harder than the last 

I release 

Ending the night knowing 

You will never have me submit

I will always be the hunter and never the prey.

In my earlier blog, I was reminiscing about being paddled in school.  Then I went in deeper thougt and realized that since childhood I was a submissive and my mother a domme. 

Which is a fucked.up way of.looking at it.  But it all makes.sense. when I didnt do.something to her liking or do what I was told, I got a beating with a belt. Sometimes the belt will soak in warm or hot water for a few minutes. She would then tell.me to take off my clothes, get on my knees between her legs. She would then wrap her legs around me where I couldn't move and commence whooping my ass. After each ass whooping like that, I either did things right or if it was something I did wrong, made sure It didn't happen again.   like when I received bad grades in elementary school. Got my ass beat and my grades improved since then. Even when I was living in Tenn, I was beat with switch then told to take a bath.

But as I got.older those beatings were no longer effective for me and she didn't like the fact I was starting to find my voice. I would speak up I would get smacked in the mouth or hit with something. Which in turn silenced me. She did alot.to keep me silenced for so long. If I didnt.do what she wanted when she wanted, something got taken away with or without my knowledge.  Or set me up.for a traumatic experience which she had.done ass well.  

I couldn't wait to move out, she was even trying to take my sons away to.keep me in line. 

Even though i forgave her my own peace of mind., I hope she's suffering and paying for her crimes in the afterlife. 

On Gma, I watched a segment about paddling in schools. I felt sorry for this little.girl because it was over something stupid and now she's scarred for the rest of her life. I've been there,  i was a little bit older when I was paddled.for the first.time. 

It was about 81-82, living in Tennessee, it was a thing in school.to be paddled. Idk if my mom knew about the disciplinary actions, if she did, idk what to think about her thoughts at that time.

If I remember correctly, I have done my homework, I've always managed to do my homework while.caring for my siblings and chores.  I remember seeing it in my notebook. Well, I get to class, no homework.  I say i don't have it, in the hallway i.go. Up.until that day, I havent been paddled in school. I didn't want.to.be paddled by this teacher because her swing is like a baseball player's. 

The first hit stung, I dont think I cried, second hit was a little bit harder, still didn't cry. That could've made her mad, allother students cried or were.close to tears. The third hit still nothing, I went back into.class and sat down like nothing happened. My butt stung, sitting was no.problem. 

From.that.point on, I made.sure all my homework.was.done and handed in on time no matter what. Guess that's what I needed to keep me.focus then. And now I understand why I so desire that same discipline now.