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Poetry that i have written in the past and present. I'll also be adding short stories that I have written (stepping out of my comfort zone), my thoughts, desires, inspirations and the journey of healing on all aspects of my life. Enjoy and thank you for reading ((HUGS))
4 years ago. Sunday, July 11, 2021 at 2:07 PM

I'm sorry for not taking more of the abuse

I'm sorry for not allowing you to hurt me anymore

I'm  sorry for constantly giving myself to you 

I'm sorry that I made a sacred space for us in our home 

I'm sorry for remembering your birthday

I'm sorry for asking about your day

I'm sorry for believing in you

I'm sorry for what I have done from the heart 

I'm sorry I don't have anything left for you to take 

I'm sorry for giving you numerous chances

I'm sorry that you believed the lies about me

I'm sorry for not continuing to fight for what I believe in

I'm sorry that I allowed you to treat me less than what I deserved 

I'm sorry I couldn't be used for financial purposes

I'm sorry that I made myself available numerous times

I'm sorry for letting you know my door is always open 

I'm sorry for speaking with love and kindness

I'm sorry for forgiving you and not myself

I'm sorry you couldn't see the truth

I'm sorry you couldn't see your worth 

I'm sorry I refuse to be taken advantage of

I'm sorry for trusting and loving you 

I'm sorry that you don't understand how you made me feel alone

I'm sorry that you don't care

I'm sorry that my gifts were unappreciated

I'm sorry that I respected your home

I'm sorry that my reactions were a result of your inactions

I'm sorry that you couldn't handle a strong woman

I'm sorry that I'm not weak minded, something you desperately crave.

I'm sorry that my identity frightens you

What I'm not sorry for is the lesson that was taught. Not everyone is going to be honest, truthful, open, motivated, determined. Not everyone will reciprocate what has been given. That's it's ok to walk away without closure. It's ok to continue to send love and forgiveness.  And that not every apology is sincere.

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