A Cloud(sub female){Owned}

A moment and then another

I only exist in the space of the other. My strength, my joy, my love - We are the moments we share.

I have no title, no absolutes, no fixed adornment. I am not submissive in the sense that it is in me and absent in another. I am what I am at the time that I am. I am submissive to all and to no one. I submit to the world in complete faith of its wisdom, acceptance, love and deliverance.

I cannot be defined in absolutes but can be labelled with qualifiers just for common understanding and no more - ever disrupting, ever changing, ever subsiding, ever becoming.

I grow into another and another. Or is it that I strip down to become less and less.

What love is to me...

2 years ago. Monday, April 3, 2023 at 5:46 PM

A year ago

an anniversary that keeps repeating

Remember this Jack?!

What love is to me...

Words that mean other words

Love is no words

And all feeling

Love is the sunshine on my back,

The rain on my skin,

The breeze kissing my forehead.

Love is a hand held,

A whispered smile,

Tears falling on my legs and

It is a soundless scream.

Love is the scratches on my skin,

The itch of grass or

The bruise from a fall.

It is the roadmap written on my body,

The scars of my suffering and

It is the crying birthed from so much beauty.

Love is my heart bursting and

Choking me with a thousand silent tears.

To my Dark Heart

3 years ago. Thursday, March 2, 2023 at 7:48 PM

My stumbling experience, a collection

Of dark night, bright lights, broken dreams and sweet desire

Layed out bare to scavenge, ponder, release and grieve

Trying ever so hard to be light,

Until I sink and drown in my own weighted mind

To fall restlessly into darkness,

Only to find what I'm so fearful of, my greatest power and beauty -

To my Dark Heart, ever deeper surrender.

KO

3 years ago. Wednesday, March 1, 2023 at 5:19 PM

Is this KO yet? I thought I had died but there's always more dying to do, right!?

Oh God!

The headache eases

The grip on my chest not so tight

Breathe easy now.

A little frivolity (Fuck it!) is the lightness I need now.

It's a deep contentment

3 years ago. Tuesday, February 21, 2023 at 4:13 PM

It's a deep contentment

Where I'm exhausted and can feel it entirely in body and mind

Spent with utter satisfaction

Knowing I put my all in

For a peace of heavenly silence

Reeping what I sow - so sweet

Mountains

3 years ago. Monday, February 20, 2023 at 2:43 PM

The mountains

We climb

Every morning

Mountains to climb

Climb the mountain,

Dance with silence

Someone sent me a X

3 years ago. Thursday, February 16, 2023 at 10:09 PM

I had an X written on my coffee lid this morning. It made me feel special because someone sent me a kiss. Then I realised I'd ordered an extra shot. Still, I choose to believe it's a ?.

Sending lots of kisses right back at ya! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx