The hardest thing I had to do when I realized I was a little was accept it. It may sound a little ridiculous but it’s one thing to know it and another to accept it.
Every time I felt myself slipping into little space I would fight it like crazy telling myself it was wrong and stupid. But what’s so stupid about wanting to just be happy. Because that’s what little space is, it’s a time you can feel happy and just enjoy whatever you like when little.
When I looked things up about it to learn I couldn’t find much of anything that really felt what like a needed. Then I found all of the hate that there is out in the world for littles. The best thing I could tell myself was “ In order to insult me, I must first value your opinion.” If I don’t know you and you have nothing to do with my personal life why should I care about your insults or hate.
Everyone dose things to help feel like a kid now and again so what’s so wrong about having little time. I realize I was the only thing really holding myself back.
I decided that for the first time being little I would do it by myself so no one could hurt me. I didn’t want to start with a bad experience and let that set the tone for the whole experience. I of course would have loved to experience it with a mommy or daddy dom with me. However, I still believe to this day that I was a good decision to do it on my own first.
I’ve learned a lot about my little side and I’m still learning but I’m glad I started somewhere and didn’t shy away. If I did then I wouldn’t be as happy as I am now. Little time gives me such a large amount of joy and there’s no shame in that.
Especially since now I have a mommy and a daddy to make my little time even better. At first I was really shy about being little in front of both of them. That’s because when I tried to be little with past doms it didn’t go well. I didn’t want that to happen this time because I really love both of them.
However, I eventually showed them my little side even though it was hard and it took time for me to be my true little self with them. I still am trying to show them my true little side, we are just getting started! I’m really glad I have such an amazing mommy who just wants me to be happy and not hold back.
She even got me a little fox bin to keep all my little things in. She also got me bottles and a cute bowl with matching utensils. I’m looking forward to showing her my little side more and I hope one day I can completely feel no shame for being little. The more I learn to let go and stop worrying the more I’ll enjoy my little time and be myself. I look forward to spending little time with my mommy so much I know we’ll have fun and I hope she’ll enjoy it too.