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Murmurations of Me

As much as being a sub courses through my veins, I have this other-worldly yearning to try and explain what all of this is doing to me... So I’m going to try, day by day, to put my scrambled thoughts into written words in the hope I find my own clarity...
4 years ago. Saturday, September 18, 2021 at 6:31 PM

So I’m sitting here, raging - fuming and utterly livid would be closer to the truth, all be told. So yeah, words are my thing as any of you who actually know me truly know. And mine are always measured and careful. 

So words. Words have infuriated me. Not so much the actual words, but the dishonesty behind them. Why do people think it’s ok to play on the heartstrings of others on the basis of dishonesty? Why not tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth? Why? How? I simply don’t understand the human psyche, the human mentality that can justify this to themselves and still cope? 

I’m so goddam confused right now - and angry. Good Lord I’m angry… 

 

Anyone have any answers for me…? Please do enlighten me, I’d greatly appreciate it. To me, at least, a lie is still a lie even if it’s a lie by omission? 

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