MLP(sub female){Not lookin}

Murmurations of Me

As much as being a sub courses through my veins, I have this other-worldly yearning to try and explain what all of this is doing to me... So I’m going to try, day by day, to put my scrambled thoughts into written words in the hope I find my own clarity...

Anger is a wonderful thing

3 years ago. September 18, 2021 at 10:31 PM

So I’m sitting here, raging - fuming and utterly livid would be closer to the truth, all be told. So yeah, words are my thing as any of you who actually know me truly know. And mine are always measured and careful.

So words. Words have infuriated me. Not so much the actual words, but the dishonesty behind them. Why do people think it’s ok to play on the heartstrings of others on the basis of dishonesty? Why not tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth? Why? How? I simply don’t understand the human psyche, the human mentality that can justify this to themselves and still cope?

I’m so goddam confused right now - and angry. Good Lord I’m angry…

Anyone have any answers for me…? Please do enlighten me, I’d greatly appreciate it. To me, at least, a lie is still a lie even if it’s a lie by omission?

rosethorn(sub female) - Go to a gym and punch the shit out of a punching bag or go to a boxing gym... it seriously does help

3 years ago

JeZZiKa(sub female){{Not looki} - I honestly don't like being angry. I can have a pretty serious temper😬 More so in my past than now. I get feeling betrayed. It downright sucks. I'd ask myself why I was angry. Does it help? Am I letting it control me or am I controlling it? Remind myself that things are not happening to me but around me. Then let it go in whatever way I need to in a healthy way. That could be done in so many different ways. I hope you find peace.

3 years ago

DiamondInTheRough(sub female) - I wonder the same thing! If I find the answer I'll be sure to enlighten you.

3 years ago

WhatamIfightingfor(dom male){CurvyB} - Gym, I second that, or go work some clay.

As for why people lie, they are taught to. Taught to lie to protect themselves and get what they want. In the end the lies pile up, and they no longer know who they are.

3 years ago

Katluv(switch female) - Lifting weights and walks in the woods help me. Evasive people are the worst, they only give you bits of what you want to hear but never answer direct questions. So infuriating!

3 years ago

MsDove(sub female){Eternal Pi} - I swear something must be in retrograde or something like that. Yup, seems like no one can tell the truth tight now. Take a breath, it's not you that's the problem. Sorry this is happening. 🕊

3 years ago

OriginalMan(dom male) - Some humans just suck way more than others. Sorry you're hurt.

3 years ago

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MLP​(sub female){Not lookin}

Murmurations of Me

Anger is a wonderful thing

MLP(sub female){Not lookin}