So far, most of what I have posted has been pretty "Dry." Part of the reason is, I don't want this whole thing to just be one wank fantasy after another, but this IS an adult- content themed blog after all. So hopefully, maybe once in a while it is okay to spice things up a bit.
This is NOT a fantasy, but it is reliving one of my most vivid and intense sexual experiences I have ever had with a professional domme. She was the real deal, but as I have mentioned, because she was a pro, ultimately her main kink, and perhaps only true one, was nothing more than financial domination, and so the relationship was not sustainable. I've talked about that before so I won't go into it further.
She had told me after one session to train my virgin asshole. As a relatively virile and active heterosexual guy, of course I had never been penetrated before, and thus, I was a true anal virgin. Anyone who has "played around" like this knows that if you immediately start with a ten inch plastic pal, not only will it be incredibly painful, but possibly do some lasting damage. You have to work up to it.
So I started at home, with silicone rubber plugs and plenty of lube. At first, the middle sized (4") plug felt like too much, uncomfortable and almost painful. But before long, I got used to the sensation, once inserted, even though I could feel it, I had no problem even using the five inch plug. Then I began to imagine myself being with Her, dressed like a young prostitute in the sluttiest of outfits, ready to service Her, to be taken, used and fucked by Her. One day, while wearing the plug (by which time I was totally comfortable) I had even dressed in a pair of slutty shorts and fishnets, and I imagined myself slurping on Her strap on, being told by her to suck it dry like a whore. Suddenly the feeling of being full, coupled with this fantasy, was almost too much to bear and I almost orgasmd myself in private. But of course, I had promised her, no cumming without Her permission; that was Her rule.
She had bigger plugs, up to seven inches, bigger than the silicone starter kit I had, which she used on me, which stretched me even further. She was training me and working up to when I was ready for Her ultimate appendage, with which she would take me. After a couple sessions, one day, She thought I was ready.
I showed up at Her door. She was wearing the tiniest of plaid naughty schoolgirl skirts, and a black bikini bra. I was wearing the slutty shorts and fishnets that I had worn just the other day. She looked like every guy's dream sexual fantasy, the type of hot cheerleader that an alpha type would just throw down on the bed and take. But not me. I could only fantasize about being one of those guys. She liked to rub it in, saying "Your pathetic cock can never satisfy me like a real man." That, of course, only made it more intense, and my submission more complete. I looked at her with longing desparation, but knowing would not get to fuck her. Because today, She would fuck me. And not the other way around.
"What are you staring at. On your knees!" She commanded. I did as I was told. "And take off those slutty shorts."
After doing so she ordered me to massage her feet. I did so, as I was trained. She had taught me how to properly do this, like everything else, down to the finest detail. While I did so, I was basking in Her gorgeous, commanding presence. It would get more intense. She led me to the bedroom, by the leash She had tied to my balls, and ordered me to kneel in front of her. She brought out a large plastic penis. "This is what My lover looks like. Your tiny pathetic cock can never satisfy me, so suck on this one for me."
I did so, my head bobbing up and down the plastic appendage, slurping it hungrily. I could almost feel myself living vicariously through Her lover, imagining that being MY cock, and Her mouth on it. She looked SOOO naughty in that tiny plaid skirt.
"SUCK on it" Suck it!" She ordered. I did so, harder and faster, as if I could make Her imaginary cock ejaculate in my face.
Finally after some moments, she ordered me onto the bed. Naked, ass in the air, head in the pillow, hands splayed to the side.
She left the room, and returned with a plastic rod, nearly ten inches long and at least an inch and a quarter in diameter. She got up on the bed, behind where I lay splayed out.
I felt it probing me, then gasped as it slid in. The first couple inches went smoothly. I felt the familiar feeling of fullness, but I was used to it. This wasn't so bad. It went in further, two more inches, and I gasped. By now, I was starting to feel uncomfortable, like seriously being violated. "That's right, take it, like a good little slut." She whispered. It went in even further still. Now it began to feel like being split open, like it was actually clear up into my intestines. I had never felt so violated before. The stretching, tearing feeling became intense. At one point I felt the sudden urge to pee badly, like I was literally going to piss the bed, but then it felt like taking a huge crap only in reverse. As she drove it in deeper, I began to moan, a mixture of both pain, discomfort, and oddly, a strange, almost peaceful ecstasy. By now, She had buried nearly a full nine inches inside me. I moaned louder. At this point, she grabbed a leather flogger, and slapped me across my bare and violated ass with it. "Quiet, slut!" she snapped.
That was what totally sent me over the edge. I became nothing, but a quivering pile of submission to her. The subspace high was more intense than anything I had ever experienced, before or since. When She pulled out, I felt the usual relief, and shock at how much of her huge plastic appendage she had taken me with. She had gotten almost all ten inches inside me. She later told me she was proud of me for that.
But all I felt then was an indescribable sense of belonging- belonging to Her. I was literally a puddle of submissive groveling goo on the floor, just basking in Her power and radiant sexuality. I cannot describe the feeling I had at that point other than it was intense, of being taken to a headspace that was more intense and intimate than I could ever have imagined. And being totally used, spent, violated, for such an amazing, powerful, and beautiful woman. She let me lie there for several minutes, grovelling at her feet, rubbing them lovingly. It was all I wanted to do; I was in heaven.
"Thank you, Mistress." I said. "Thank you, THANK you so much. You are such a beautiful and amazing Goddess. It is an honor to be Your anal slut boy."
She smiled and said, "You're welcome, slave."
So, that was, to this day, my most intense erotic experience ever. I wish I could say that it was always like that with me and my Domme, but as a professional, Her priorities were clear- get me to spend as much cash on Her as possible with as little intimacy as possible. The relationship could not continue for long. But while it was lasted and was good- it was REALLY good.
I promise I'll be "Good" next time and write about something less "kinky." Because honestly, I bet a lot of people frankly aren't gonna be that into what I just shared above. That's fine, too.
