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Rose's Thorns.

A general pondering.
3 years ago. June 27, 2020 at 2:07 AM

When does life become fun? Ive had enough of things being tough. I don't want to keep banging my head against a door that isn't going to open. Feeling a little hopeless.

changeling​(sub female){taken} - I know what you mean. I've been feeling like I've had to be strong and hold it together for too long without enough time to just let go for a little while. It's been hard.

I'm trying to let my own submissive training soothe me for the moments that I have with it, but...I've definitely been struggling to be ok.
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Mee too. Hopefully we will get there
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Im just so tired of it all
3 years ago
changeling​(sub female){taken} - I know. I wish I could say to hold on for a little bit longer but...

We just have to take those breaths whenever we can get our heads above water again.

Sorry you're struggling, too. It's pretty dang hard out there.
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Thanks. I hope things get better for you too x
3 years ago
Fornicus - I would offer platitudes of, “Its always darkest before the dawn.” and such. But in my experience it seems more like, “It’s always darkest before it turns pitch black.”

I assure you that nothing is permanent. All things and feelings will pass. I’ve also found that the things I viewed as soul crushing in the moment are often looked back on as not so bad and often times, the “bad” times lead me to the “best” times.

My heart goes out to you. If you need to talk it out or just vent, feel free to message me.
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Thanks for sharing. I might take you up on that
3 years ago
Fornicus - Any time, love
3 years ago
Jack in the box -
In life there is a balance
An up for every down
Sometimes you are sad
Sometimes you're the clown
You cant see it while you're in it
But looking back you will.
Sometimes you're in a hole
Sometimes - top of the hill
3 years ago
Sir Don​(dom male) - I agree with Jack. I am a fifm believer in things happen for a reason and life will get better
3 years ago
rosethorn​(sub female) - Thanks you guys x
3 years ago
Bunnie - If there’s anything the last few years have taught me, it’s that life really, simply just isn’t fair. And the harder we hold onto the notion of believing that it should be, the more distressed we make ourselves.

Sometimes we’ve just got to let go of how we think things should be, and work towards learning to try to make the best with what we’ve got. That doesn’t mean to not hope for better... but more, rather than waiting to be (insert whatever), trying on enjoying whatever we can each step of the way.
Your time will come, my friend *big hugs*
3 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){} - Sorry your going through this! We all have times when we feel this way., your not alone! We all experience these feelings.. Take days one at a time, baby steps .. Getting it out, through journaling here or diary is therapeutic. Also talking with people your close to, doing things for yourself, even small ways of being kind to yourself..hope some of this helps! **hugs**
3 years ago
WhatamIfightingfor​(dom male) - Sure know the feeling.
3 years ago

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