we will have tea in my heart like the Keebler kitchen in the tree undoing the chains from the door where she knocks on my the door to my heart. Tea from my royal speckled blue tiny teaset will you sit and have tea with me please in my dads treehouse that he built with the rough rainbow panels and the nails hanging loose from the ceiling the toy plastic children’s yellow table
I am bad for overeating for not sticking to my vegan diet for my belly being fat. I choose love for me. Rocking rocking rocking breathing stretching his voice in my ear soooooo soothing Izidor… Hands icy pain from my right head neck throat (I can’t breathe!) shoulder back arm not working right. My ex husband thought it’s from when Dan hit me on my face but I don’t think so. It came on hard and never left after a strange rash on my back which was apparently shingles and after I’d taken a BIG step standing up to my mother which backfired she always has control this makes me sad.