4 years ago. Monday, August 2, 2021 at 9:40 PM
That is the kind of place I am in right now. Sorting myself out. I have a lot of thoughts going through my head. Some I have chatted with have brought of past feelings. They have felt good and I wonder if that is still me. Others have brought of feelings of what type of a submissive am I. I know what type of commitment I feel. I serve and obey, but sometimes to the lack of taking care of myself. Others are very important to me. I want to serve and please them. But I also need to take care of myself so I can better serve others.
So I have been working through these issues and also taking a bit of a vacation. But still will be checking in. I will come out of this better and more committed to what I feel I am.