1 year ago. February 11, 2023 at 6:20 PM
Last night I was thinking…I know I know I should have sleep but when my mind starts spinning it’s hard to shut it off.
So..I was thinking in the past and even now I always think, what if I had an accident? Like a car accident or something like this and I will be in the hospital.. right? “They” will cry for me? They will take care of me? They will be worried about me?
Sometimes I wish about that accident just to have attentions but (I don’t know how to say this in English) attentions like care because I hate other type of attention on me…
I know it’s sound crazy… maybe it is.
Someone knows why I have this type of thoughts?
