Freedom within slavery... The journey to me.

So many times we see so many that feel unworthy.

Not beautiful enough or skinny enough or whatever.

I haven't been around because I have been finding the best version of me.

Making sense of the chaos. Letting go of dear friends as they find there way. (Even when you see articles of yours in pictures) .

You learn to smile and remember it's material stuff.

Who I have become today is priceless. Embracing a side of me I have never known. 

To find contentment like I have never had. I have learned not only to accept love, but to love myself.

I want that so badly for everyone in the lifestyle. 

Working back in the leather community has been amazing. Like a homecoming of sorts. 

Monday doing another podcast with Sir Inq. 

Doing an interview with a very special guest fro lifestyle support. 

And yes by the 1st of the year will be involved with the opening of a private dungeon. Along with an outreach for those in our community struggling.

All the dreams had before are finally coming together. 

So very humbled and thankful.

2022 is going to be the greatest year of this girl's life. 

And yes there is someone to thank but not HERE. AND NOT NOW.

Nameste

slave Draconica

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There have been some changes in this girls world.

She is still educating and writing. 

Hope everyone is well

Sometimes saying Goodbye is hard.

Doing what kills your soul to ensure someone else's happiness.

Forever the slave.

Sometimes Goodbye's are so hard

Grab a chair... Get to know me.. my journey. 

A writing from my brother in Leather

A Little Insight 

Why We Wear Steel. Steel is nothing but rock in the ground (Iron Ore) until heated and pound with strength, knowledge, practice, sweat, pain, blood, patience and time becomes Steel over time No Longer just wright Iron but something different. This Steel Crucible Steel is something that can flow like water, but still burn everything thing in its path, but the steel is brittle until it is tempered by Cycles of Ice and Heat ( Just like at Bondage and Discipline ) thus needs to taking care of slowly, then the steel will hold an edge, and this Edge can cut if even in the earliest of Stages (This is Vetting, Safe-wording and Ultimately and Foremost Full Informed Consent) bend but not break (This is the Pillars of BDSM which one its tenets is Do No Undo Harm. The wearing of steel is similar to the wearing of Leather can Steel can be earned in the same way as Leather and this Earned Steel is something that you Should wear with pride as something Forged in the Crucible of Your Dynamic and Your Relationship. The Most common item of Steel in the Community is Ring of Steel as known as an Eternity Ring, this collar in the past was only worn by Full Time Slaves in a Master/slave Dynamic, but as over the years came to express for some the meaning of a wedding ring. The other Common Item of the Community is Steel Lock (known in the Vanilla world as a Padlock), this was used before the Ring of Steel and still very common among the Gay Leather Culture, I Still do have my Padlock it is attached to my First Collar given to me by my mentor nearly 25 years and still locked and I do not have and or will ever have the Key as she took with in her in death thus Eternity

Until Valhalla OnyxDeMortis

Grab a chair and let's have a chat

Written by my Leather Brother and I have been given expressed permission to post..

A Little Insight 

Why We Wear Steel. Steel is nothing but rock in the ground (Iron Ore) until heated and pound with strength, knowledge, practice, sweat, pain, blood, patience and time becomes Steel over time No Longer just wright Iron but something different. This Steel Crucible Steel is something that can flow like water, but still burn everything thing in its path, but the steel is brittle until it is tempered by Cycles of Ice and Heat ( Just like at Bondage and Discipline ) thus needs to taking care of slowly, then the steel will hold an edge, and this Edge can cut if even in the earliest of Stages (This is Vetting, Safe-wording and Ultimately and Foremost Full Informed Consent) bend but not break (This is the Pillars of BDSM which one its tenets is Do No Undo Harm. The wearing of steel is similar to the wearing of Leather can Steel can be earned in the same way as Leather and this Earned Steel is something that you Should wear with pride as something Forged in the Crucible of Your Dynamic and Your Relationship. The Most common item of Steel in the Community is Ring of Steel as known as an Eternity Ring, this collar in the past was only worn by Full Time Slaves in a Master/slave Dynamic, but as over the years came to express for some the meaning of a wedding ring. The other Common Item of the Community is Steel Lock (known in the Vanilla world as a Padlock), this was used before the Ring of Steel and still very common among the Gay Leather Culture, I Still do have my Padlock it is attached to my First Collar given to me by my mentor nearly 25 years and still locked and I do not have and or will ever have the Key as she took with in her in death thus Eternity

Until Valhalla OnyxDeMortis

Today I felt I needed to write. 

Reflection of my journey, bringing knowledge to others, and simply being a good human are so valuable to me. 

I love the old ways. I worked so hard to get where I am. Not just in the lifestyle, But at life. 

I turned 50 this year. I promised myself, the second half would be better than the first. I would be authentic to myself. 

I'm still learning. The day I stop learning is the day I die. I'm still growing. Becoming a better version of myself. 

No longer surviving, But thriving. 

I seem over the top for so many. But I was lifestyle before the internet and the influx of the BDSM apps and groups and so forth. 

There was no testing the waters online. It was hands on, trial and error. If that makes me different ok. 

I know I am not for alot of Dominants today. However for the one I was created to serve, they will find beauty in all that I have done in the last 30 years to prepare to lay my entire being at their feet. To give everything I am so that they can become who they were intended to be. 

Serving under a woman, taught me the elegance, the Grace, of service. 

She was so very proud of her girl. My heart aches for her today. Her kindness, and yes her harsh words I needed at times.

She used to say, My girl deserves all the good things. 

She loved me enough to let me go, so I could do just that. THAT'S DOMINANCE.. and that is love. 

Without that experience, I would not have known that side of myself. 

I served another even though our season was short. He too showed me a side of myself I didn't know existed. My primal instinct. I will forever be indebted to that dragon. And today I am so very happy he has found His way. Why be bitter. Remember the beauty within the season. My first Master of 23 years he molded and trained me until he left this world.

Then there was the one that taught me the ugly, the violence that harms. And I almost lost me life. And today I am grateful, I learned and now I know what red 

flags are. 

My Life In Leather gave me back family, a place I belonged I didn't stick out because I longed to serve. I wasn't weird because I enjoyed being apart of something bigger. 

That enjoy the beauty at and event standing at attention behind the The Master of the House I served. 

I was nick named an emotional support slave. That I am proudly.

I live this 24/7. This is simply who I am. I cannot change it no more than I can change my DNA. 

See in this life and this lifestyle, there is a place and a purpose for everyone. Your journey is yours. And when you choose to it is YOUR story to tell. 

I hope when people look at me today they see the beauty in my service to my community and to who I am today. 

I said all of that to say this. I found beauty in the darkness, and today I embrace the light. 

Nameste

slave Draconica

Happy Saturday 

Leather Family - A Leather Family is a term coming from and dating back to the first Leather Groups formed from the Leather Gay Pride Culture, a more modern times it is become more a term used by a Group of Leather Kinkster who have chosen to come together to form a tighter connections with other individuals who they feel a deeper connection with. These families can form around an Individual or a couple who "serve" as a the patriarchy and or matriarchy of the family. These Individual also can help to serve as guides, mentors, and or play partners. The family can be small or large as along as the Individuals involved are all on the same page. I myself have have not been in a formal one for sometime, but over the years I been in them and seen the power of having a very close knit group of fellow kinksters that can help me from to time to time to see things in a new light.- onyx

This is a project of two

For me Leather gave me what I was missing. A family unit that excepted everyone, I smile today.. the land of misfit tossed away souls.

In Leather you can just be YOU..your not strange and I bet you will meet someone else just like you.

I'm very structure and protocol and service orinated slave . Within Leather there is so many beautiful traditions, protocols that move this little slave's heart. 

I owe so much to Lady Dee, she put me on the path, she turned on the switch. 

Master and Mistress bled Leather and I had the honor of living Leather everyday. I have never been so free as in my service to Her house. 

For me this is what lifestyle is.. family.. a helping hand, shelter in safety.. 

Kinky fuckery is everywhere..

But Leather mmm... Yes please.. 

Nameste

slave Draconica

Her Breathtaking Song

With one click of the cuff
She hoped to be enough

For him to see
Her body blank sheet music
For him to write is Dominant Melody

Each moan a note well played
The arch of her back shows
His dominance she craves

His presence soft, yet stern
He knew her body
Every dip, Every curve

She is his cello
He is her bow
Her surrender song for only him to know

Every breath, Every sigh
Every touch, Every cry

He hears, He feels
He has written Her Breath taking song.

slave Draconica