Freedom within slavery... The journey to me.

repared?
by Rusty Farmer
Are you prepared to deal with the welts and bruises your hands and toys may bring?
Are you prepared to handle accidentally cutting open the flesh with your toys, either from your
bad aim or the submissive moving? Even if the scars never heal?
Are you prepared for the accidental breaking of a bone?
Are you prepared for the accidental burning of the flesh?
Are you prepared for accidentally putting out an eye, rupturing a vital organ?
Are you prepared for your submissive to pass out?
Are you prepared for your submissive to freak out?
Are you prepared for your submissive to go insane? To the point of commitment?
Are you prepared for a suicidal submissive? A successful suicidal submissive?
Are you prepared to put back all the pieces?
Will you act calmly when any of these disasters occur? ...Rationally? ...Quickly?
How versed are you in first aid?
Will you panic yourself at the sight of your submissive's blood?
Will you watch your submissive burn, or will you cover her with your own body to extinguish
the flames?
Do you know the number to *** 911 ***? ...Are you sure?
Can you deal with yourself when you accidentally hurt yourself? Hurt them badly? If they are
scarred forever?
Do you really believe that accidents won't happen to you?
Or do you expect them? Because you know they will happen no matter how hard you try to make
a scene safe, no matter how experienced you are, no matter how many times you have done the
same thing before? ** Is your guard always up **? Are you always on your game?
Do you realize how fucking dangerous this all is?
A split second, an inch too far with a whip will slice someone open, disfigure them for life, or
put out eyes in an instant.
Two inches too high with a paddle will break a tailbone. Months of intense pain and rehab for
the submissive. Have you ever gotten so wrapped up in a scene where you could miss by only 2
inches?
A wrap over the shoulder with a heavy flogger can snap a collar bone in an instant. How perfect
is your aim? Drop that same heavy flogger too low and the submissive will be pissing blood
from the bruised kidney. Just how good are you? Can you keep your concentration up when the
submissive has an orgasm? Will your excitement alter your aim?
Did you look to see where the air vents were the last time you played with fire? Why not? You
know what a quick burst of wind can do to a flame don't you? Do you like the smell of burning
flesh?
What happens when you take the play piercing out and blood shoots 10 feet in the air? Are you
ready for this? Can you handle your submissive's panic when you go through an artery instead of
muscle or skin?
What are you going to do when the submissive starts bawling in the middle of a scene? Crying so
hard he/she can't, won't talk? What if this goes on for over an hour, what are you going to do?
If you split their ass open with a cane or pull a nipple halfway off with a clip, are you going to
use a Band-Aid or are you going to take them to the hospital? What are you going to say if you
have to show up at a hospital with a submissive? Have you ever given that any thought?
What if the submissive has a total breakdown? Are you going to take her to the hospital for that?
Will you wait in the lobby for her? For days? Are you prepared to do whatever it takes to keep a
despondent submissive from taking their own life? Will you be there to explain things to their
parents if you can't stop it?
** Have you thought about any of this? **
Are you REALLY prepared to be a Dominant?
PS ...subs/bottoms can also learn from this.
PSS...Please feel free to use and/or pass this along to others

Life is about redemption, not perfection~Sir Au

Today I was speaking with my friend Sir Au and he said these words to me. It hit home hard. I asked if I could use the words and he graciously allowed me to do so.

I find it to be so very true. On my journey, I have made so many critical mistakes. I have tried to own my toxic behaviors and correct them.

It truly doesn't matter what caused traumatic experiences, we must be true to own our part, and to correct the behavior. Then to move forward with our head held high. To be a better version of ourselves. This is redemption.

It matters if you get up and dust yourself off. Finger pointing or the blame game is your way of deflecting your part. And you are not being authentic to yourself. Remember Integrity is everything. 

Redeeming yourself is becoming a better version of you. It's A.G.Eing (Another Growth Experience)

gracefully. We have ALL made Mistakes, and if you say you haven't then you are NOT being true to yourself.

In this life it is up to YOU to keep a level of integrity that is ABSOLUTE.

When you reach that level of redemption, you become a better person for the one you are to serve or lead.

Remember there are no redeeming qualities in arrogance, and belittling others to take the shame off yourself.

When we can accept we are not perfect, life will never be perfect.

WITHIN OUR IMPERFECTIONS WE WILL FIND TRUE REDEMPTION.

Embrace the journey it's YOURS make it authentic to who you truly are. Perfectly Imperfect. 

slave Draconica

9/27/21

Good Morning everyone.

Back the grindstone so to speak. 

For those of you that have reached out, and been such amazing friends to this girl, thank you. 

She is getting stronger everyday.

Today she is working on a piece for Sir Au of Sir Inq. We have been friends for years. 

As I have stepped back from the drama of the community, know I am still here and love making friends and lifetime connections.

Love you all,

slave Draconica

Hey everyone. Happy Sunday. Hope you all have had a beautiful weekend of play and growth within your journey. 

Now could someone please explain to this girl how through one introductional message. You go from hello to acting as if you are in a dynamic? 

Wait there's more. How in the heck, you say hello and straight into a sexual conversation? Like hello slave, I would like to speak with you on the nude. 

Or once your mine slave, hello slave when are you moving to me. 

What the actual hell? I have hit the bdsm twilight zone. 

Like umm.. no.. not how this works. 

I'm floored. Like do people really just jump into sending nudes of themselves and start serving so to speak (as much as online will allow) In 2.6 seconds? 

I'm confused. Like I'm sapio AND demi sexual. I gotta like YOU..as a person FIRST. 

Don't ask for nudes because I won't send them. This is not my property to do so. I may not know who my Master is, but I will not share that is not mine. I hope that makes sense.

Then this. Sending me a picture of the cock. As much as I adore them(pretty ones) if all you have to offer is your penis.. I'm good. Thank you my vagina has never been dryer. Spitting sand here. I can buy one at the adult store and not have to deal with BS.

Talk to me, show me you think about more than sex.

Wait don't get me wrong I'm highly sexual. However there is way more to a dynamic than that and too me. 

Anyway could someone explain these things to me. Either side of the slash will do.

Respectfully,

slave Draconica

And the heart does not need loud posts with lofty words. Sometimes a soft whisper in your ear "My girl" is enough, sometimes a short and shrill growl "My!", And sometimes silence and silence for two; a look in which you drown without a trace; touch, from which you forget how to breathe or smell, dear and painfully familiar to your soul.

And the feeling of a drop of warmth means more and more expensive than bright exclamations, so that your heart is filled with red, hot avalanche blood, so that the layers of ice on it move and thaw in your soul.

And it doesn't matter what's outside the window. It is important what you live, what you breathe, or who and what your soul lives with. It is important what is alive in you...

SD

Today is the anniversary of my father's death.

The day this girl's life was changed forever. The one that kept me safe from the world GONE.

My father was a Master in honorific. Though I never knew until long after his death. His slaves adored Him. 

His daughter adored Him. The strongest man I knew grew weak before my eyes. Even in death His presence so very beautiful and strong. 

My beautiful Father, I miss you more today. I hope when you look down on me from the stars you're proud of who and what your Daughter has become. I fulfilled every promise. I miss you MORE today. I would give my heart to hug you one more time. To laugh at your dry humor. Knowing today things said In code so I didn't understand. 

Thank you for giving me a chance at life. Adopting an abused child and giving her a chance at life. Thank you for teaching me respect, loyalty, integrity and honor. 

Thank you for seeing me. And someday my true Master will see me with the same eyes as you. You seen beauty within the brokeness of me. 

I love you father and miss you MORE today. Fly high my beautiful guardian Dragon 

Until Valhalla

Draconica

Would You Follow Me?

From the time the morning sun opens our eyes

Till darkness falls and cast its sleepy slumber

Would you serve the one who has taken you

And never waiver in your desire and dedication

When faced with all that life can give and take

And the daily grind seems to be too much

Would you look into my eyes as I do yours

And treasure our lasting loving bond

If obstacles are in your path of life

And you can clear or avoid them one by one

Would you crawl on hands and knees

To be closer to the one that is meant for you

Feel the draw of my desire for you my precious

And follow your mind and heart to me.

Would you give all of you there is to share

And let me take what truly belongs to me

Think about the pleasure and pain you ache for

And all you seek and have ever wanted

Would you allow your mind and body

To be released to one who knows how to use them

My desire is not only for your loyalty and service

And to use you as I please in every way

Would you follow me as if we were so close

That I held your beating heart in my hand

Vows of commitment.. Between The Master & the submissive

Completely"

Master: You will submit yourself to me completely.

Submissive: I will submit to you completely.

Master: You will adorn yourself with a representation of that submission at all times. You will give of yourself in every capacity in which you are capable.

Submissive: I will submit to you completely.

Master: I will be your greatest priority. My emotions. My words. My desires. My satisfaction will now be your longing. My approval your peace. All that you do will be done in pursuit of my happiness.

Submissive: I will submit to you completely.

Master: I place this collar upon you my Submissive. In doing so, I agree to be your Master. I will guide you. I will care for you. I will strive to fulfill your pleasures both carnal and mundane. I will own you and as such, I will take you as my charge and protect you. For you will be mine to do so.

Submissive: I will submit to you completely.

Master: Disappointment will be met with admonishment. Callousness will be met with reprimand. Disobedience punishment. Refusal? Compassion.

This promise I make to you. This promise stands so long as our bond remains unbroken.

Simultaneously

Submissive: I submit myself to you completely.

Master: I give myself to you completely.

People are often ignorant, illogical and selfish. In any case, SUPPORT THEM.

If you are kind, people can accuse you of selfishness and hidden intentions. In any case, STAY GOOD.

If you are successful, you win unworthy friends and real enemies. In any case, BE SUCCESSFUL.

If you are honest and sincere, then people can deceive you. In any case, TAKE HONEST AND PERFECT.

What you have been building for years, who can destroy in one night. In any case, CONTINUE BUILDING.

If you have gained peace and happiness, people may envy you. In any case, BE HAPPY.

The good things you do today are likely to be people tomorrow. In any case

Give the world all the best that you have and it will always be insufficient. In any case, GIVE THE WORLD ALL THE BEST YOU HAVE.

And, in the end, you will understand that all this happened between you and GOD and GODDESS... And there was never a relationship between you and people...

PM/SD.Tales of the Witch..

Hey everyone.

As you are all learning about me, I'm from an ancestrial Norse clan in Ireland.

The term viking means to fight. 

Today it is definitely a part of who I am. A sheildmaiden (slave) waiting for her "Viking" or her "Heathen" King (Master) to find her and bring her home.

I have been listening to Peyton Parrish this day. I feel the stir of the dragon within. Been a couple years she has come out to play.

Today I started feeling the pull. The stir within my surrender. He is close. 

Exciting for me. As I am in a safe space in my life to allow myself to feel. No longer shielding. 

My King, if you are reading this. Reach out. Your maiden will respond.

slave Draconica

Until Valhalla