Growth on this beautiful journey is so vital.
Is it just me? For most s types, even daily structure, and rituals, things sometimes seems robotic?
I know when I was in my former dynamic, some mornings it was like I could do it while still walking around asleep.
For me I felt it took beauty away from my service. I felt bad for just doing it as routine.
When the shift I had from submission to slavery. Totally different mindset from the years I spent as a submissive.
I think it's very important to remember to grow, even in the tough times. And to also understand, that growing, just as a child will have some growing pains. And without rain flowers cannot grow.
I said all of this, to get to this point, remember even when you're struggling with anything, lifestyle or not. This too shall pass. Sometimes like a kidney stone, but it's gunna pass. Stay strong and trust the process.
Keep going, when you get to where smoke clears at the top of whatever valley you have been climbing out of, the veiw is a beautiful one. For you and the ones that see you.
Keep shining.
As always keep love and respect in the lifestyle
slave Draconica