Souless' Empty Pit

A True Dom does not need to punish, his sub will punish herself and do so in ways that far exceed what he could ever do.

A True Dom does not need to demand respect, it is given freely by his sub.

A True Dom does not need ropes or chains to restrain his sub, he can do this with a glance or his words.

A True Dom does not demand his sub's submission as it is a gift presented to him as a sign of respect.

A True Dom does not choose how he will be addressed IE: Sir, Master or whatever. This is a title given to him by his sub much like her submission, and much like her submission it is cherished always by a True Dom.

A True Dom does not have to be in the same room, state or even country for his presence to be felt and understood by his sub, because True Dominance comes from the mind as does his control.

Today you walked out of my sight
Took more than just the ring so bright
You stole my heart you stole my soul
Left me here so lost and cold

I tried so hard to be your best
But you ignored my true request
I walked away with tears so deep
You were my world my love my keep

You came to me so hurt and scared
I showed you love I truly cared
I took the leap I dared to dream
But you just tore it at the seam

Now all I feel is empty air
A heart that’s broken beyond repair
No smiles left no joy remains
Just endless nights and silent pains

I opened up I shared my mind
You crushed my hope you left me blind
You said my feelings weren’t so true
But every word was meant for you

Your touch once made my pulse ignite
Your laugh once filled my days with light
Now all is gone you turned away
Left me here in dark dismay

Now all I feel is empty air
A heart that’s broken beyond repair
No smiles left no joy remains
Just endless nights and silent pains

Today I am hollow and nothing left to give just a empty void. 

She watched as he left for work the longing already setting in she could not believe she could love and trust anyone like she did him. She fought back a tear as he drove off to work, she knew he would be back soon but she longed for his touch and his kiss. She never felt as safe and loved as she did when she was in his arms. In his arms she knew she was protected, loved and cared for. She had been in bad relationships in the past as had he so she knew he understood what was going on in her mind and her emotions. She had submitted to being his slave and giving him full and total control over everything in her life. She never felt this free in her entire life she did not have to make any decisions at all he took over that role and made all of the decisions. If others knew this they would have not understood the dynamic they shared. He gave her the freedom to just be and in return she gave him her total and unconditional submission to his rule. This excited her and turned her on as she stood there watching him she could feel her satin panties growing moist and her clit ached for his touch. She shook her head to snap her self out of what she was thinking she knew she was not allowed to touch herself without his permission doing so would result in punishment as it was viewed as theft from him, but oh how it ached to be touched. She moved as she felt the plug he has placed in her tight little ass before he left, it reminded her that she was his property to do with as he wished. She knew the rules and his limits. As she stood there she softly caressed her thighs feeling the smoothness of her freshly shaved legs her hand softly gliding over her freshly shaved pussy causing a soft moan escape from her lips with lust and desire for release, she started to slip her hand inside of her now wet panties to touch herself. The phone which she had on the table next to the door at this moment buzzed to life snapping her out of her fantasy. She looked and it was him, her mind swam with fear she thought he knows what I was thinking he always does somehow, he knows what I was about to do I am in trouble and going to be punished she knew the punishment for this infraction as she had done it once before when she first submitted to him the punishment was being restrained which she loved the feeling of not having any control at all that wasn't the punishment. The punishment was being made to orgasm which doesn't sound like a punishment until your not allowed to stop at which time it can become a torture her body screamed to stop and her mind begged for a end but it kept going. She could not cry out and beg for mercy he had placed the panties she had on when he caught her masturbating in her mouth after he first shoved inside of her pussy to dry it up a bit they were soaking wet before she was made to hold them in her mouth she could taste her own juices on the panties. So she couldn't spit them out he placed a gag in her mouth to block them in. Thinking of this she grew even more horny she felt as if she was a dog in heat just wanting to be fucked and bred so bad that it didn't matter what she had to do to get it she was going to do it. She snapped back to her senses when she felt her finger brush over her swollen and aching clit. She answered the phone Yes sir, his voice on the other end seemed annoyed he asked what took you so long to answer little one? Oh I am sorry Sir I was using the bathroom and forgot my phone on the table she said with fear that he already knew what she was doing or thinking of doing. There was a long pause and he said oh OK no need to be sorry I was worried about you when it took so long to answer. I was thinking of us maybe going out tonight for dinner so you can take a break and not have to cook for us, would you like that? A smile crossed her lips and she cheerfully said Yes Sir I would like that very much, but what is the reason for it? He said do I need to have a reason to take my Lil one out and show her off and give her a good time? She softly replied No sir you do not, good he replied back to her there is a skirt and nice top in a box in the closet for you to wear tonight please have it on with some nice shoes when I get home. Yes sir she replied. Oh also please make sure you are clean shaved and showered as well and put on some nice nail polish on your fingers and toes. Yes sir I will do as you have said to.

She sat about the day doing her chores that she had to do everyday and she decided to do a few of the extra chores she disliked doing but she liked the extras she earned from doing them. Like a new toy or extra play time which was always fun for her. She done her chores but she could not shake the feel she had this morning she was horny all day long no matter what she did she could not escape that feeling of lust and desire. He always wanted her totally nude in the house when there was no company so she walked around with no bra or panties on she could feel the cool air of the AC upon her skin her nipples stayed hard like two little pink diamonds attached to her breasts. She stood in front of the mirror and admired her body and told her self that she was Beautiful as he had commanded to help with her self esteem. She felt tired from her chores and decided to lay down upon the bed as she laid there she thought, how would he know if I played with myself it's not as if I am smell of sex as I am to shower before he get home. She laid there and her hands caressed her thighs thinking of his hands firm but tender stroking her thighs teasing her pussy by brushing against it. Not allowing her full pleasure just enough to make her moan and bite her lip with desire. The burning she felt growing in her womb was more then she could take. She softly started to massage her clit thinking of him and his touch, she knew if she was caught she would be punished. She didn't care the desire was to great she got her small vibrator she kept tucked under her pillow out and turned it on it hummed to life as she softly ran it over her clit causing her to gasp Oh My God she thought She just about came instantly as her hips rose to press harder again the vibrator.

One man

One man stands alone and no one cares.

One man speaks and no one cares.

One man shouts and no one cares.

One man cries and no one cares.

One man lives and one one cares.

One man loves and one one cares.

One man shouts and no one cares.

One man grows old and one one cares.

One man gets sick and no one cares.

One man is born and no one cares.

One man lives alone and no one cares.

One man dies and no one cares.

No one cares.

No one cares.

No one cares.

She knew it was almost time for him to get home from work so she placed her collar and leash on and inserted her tail and waiting on her hands and keeps at the door waiting for him. She heard his car as he pulled up her excitement grew as did the dampness between her legs. The door opened painfully slowly as she sat there with her leash clenched between her teeth she couldn't help but wag her ass and tail with excitement. She met his gaze as he entered the house she had been trained to wait for permission to move when he came home and she did just as she was trained. He smiled and softly praised her "Good girl" as he patted her head and then took the leash from her, to lead her into the living room. He sat down on the overstuffed sofa as she took off his shoes and socks and rubbed his feet for him. She smiled at the sight of her in her collar and the tail as it wagged excitedly. He instructed her to unzip his pants and to suck his cock until it was hard she did just as she was told without hesitation. As she sucked his cock she looked up into his eyes, without saying a word to her he gave her more praise and she could feel herself growing even more wet as it slowly leaked down her inner thigh. He took a handful of her hair to control her movement as he forced his cock into the back of her throat he could hear her gag slightly but he did not care. She was just his pet and he would do as he wished with her. Before he shot his load of cum into her waiting greedy mouth he stopped her. He smiled and said I have a surprise for you tonight my Pet. She looked at him both puzzled and excited what surprise could he have for me she thought. He lead her on all four to the bed room where he cage was that she slept in sometime when she had been bad (she secretly liked sleeping in the cage at times it made things feel more real to her) he walked her over to the bed and reaches under the bed and pulled out a couple boxes one larger box and one smaller. He asked her if she was curious about what was in the boxes she whimpered and nodded. He opened the small of the two boxes and it was a dildo unlike any she had seen before it was larger then she was use to and near the base was a large swollen area. She looked at it puzzled as to what it was she looked at him and without saying a word she questioned as to what it was. He explained since she was his pet she should know what it was like to have a cock that would match her inside of her. She blushed when she realized it was a model of a dogs cock and it would be used on her. She glanced over at the larger box with a bit of nervousness and curiosity as to what would be in the bigger box she noticed it was heavier then the small box. He noticed the look on her face and asked would you like to know what is in that box? She blushed and wagged her tail a bit as she nodded yes. He opened it up and it was something they had talked about before but she never thought would have one. It was a machine that a dildo would be attached to and used to fuck her. She could feel her self gushing more with excitement at the thought of being restrained and fucked by this machine which would not get tired and would be fucked as long as he wanted her to be. He quickly fastened her ankles to a spreader bar and then placed one on her wrists as well then fastened the two bars together so she could not move. He placed a gag in her mouth in the shape of a bone then blindfolded her. He sight now gone and her ability to speak taken away as well she grew more excited her mind raced what is he going to do, she could hear movement but could not see what was going on. She could feel movement behind her but was unable to move. Soon she could feel his large hands softly rub her now soaking wet pussy as he slid a finger inside she gasped. She could feel something behind her pressing at the opening of her pussy she knew it wasn't his finger this was larger. Soon what it was slowly pushed into her pussy as she struggled trying to gasp as it pushed deeper inside and seem to not stop. It was then she felt it grow in side as it pushed against the outside she knew in a flash what it was he was using the dog dildo to fuck her she struggled to push back onto it wanting more inside of her to feel like a true bitch being bred a soft moan escaped her gagged lips. Soon it became all to clear he was not controlling the dildo with his hand he had it on the machine and was slowly increasing the speed as the speed increased she struggled feeling as if she was going to be knocked over by the trusts of the cock deep inside of her waiting dog pussy. She moaned and begs as best as she could to give it all to her she wanted to feel it fill her up totally. She could feel the knot pressing and pushing in pressing on the thin skin between her pussy and her ass where she had a large tail inserted with a plug on the end to keep it in place. This feeling grew until she was ready to lose her mind she felt like a true dog slut being used over and over as she came. She could not stop it as she had no ability to speak or use her safe word (not that she would) the machine seem to drive home harder and harder. He told her I want you to count in your mind how many times you cum for me then when were done you tell me do you understand me? She nodded half in bliss and half just wanting this to never stop. She started counting in her mind it wasn't long until she lost count. After what seemed like forever being fucked and used by this machine she could feel it being pulled out as she whimpered and wined. She could feel his cock drive deep in replacing the machine as he grabbed her hips and thrust deep inside of her. He fucked her like she had never been fucked before it was not like a man would fuck a woman but more primal (almost animistic) at one time right before he came he leaned over and softly growled in her ear and said in a deep husky voice this is my bitch and I will breed her myself and fill you full of my cum with that he thrust harder and faster as he shot his steaming hot load of cum in her well used aching pussy. He unfastened her and removed the blindfold and the gag. Now how many times did you cum? She blushed and replied I lost count. You lost count? Why did you lose count? It was the thought of being used and fucked like that it made my head swim and I was over come with the feeling. He smiled as he pulled her close and ordered her to clean his cock off with her mouth.

I am learning to love myself and what my worth is. It is hard to see myself for what I am truly worth because I feel as if I am being narcissistic I have always been hard on myself and seen my flaws. Since Valentine's day I have been looking at myself and what I have put myself through and in a way I was punishing myself. I came to realize that I am worth more then what I have been shown.

 

Anyone who doesn't like the fact I'm not going to be used and hurt anymore can move on down the road because I'm a good man with a good heart and a caring man. 

Is a Dom not human with human feelings and emotions? It seems I am not suppose to have feelings or emotions.

 

I have worn a mask all my life; nobody knows or understands me.
They think I have it all good...look harder and you will really see.
I love you, Mom, and I'm really trying to find a way.

That's part of the reason I am who I am today
But I'm on the right track; I'm determined to find my way.

All because you said you loved me and it will be okay
I used to live each day with no hopes for tomorrow
Walking with my head down filled with shame and sorrow.

I am sorry I have not posted in a while. I have had somethings happen here in real life and pardon my words it has been a real shit show. Let me start off by saying I do not want anyone's pity I do not need it.

In June I met someone from here and things grew into more then just friends and was set to meet IRL. September 5th at 4:51 AM my mother passed away my father passed away Easter 5 years ago so that left only my brother for family and honestly he couldn't give a shitless about me. This person I met on here ghosted me when I was in need of her when my mother passed away, since then she has spoken to me exactly 2 times today since then. I called and her phone was always turned off so sent me straight to voice mail which she had not set up text messages went unanswered. I am not a fucking dog I don't chase pussy to be with me it is that damn simple as far as I can she can kick rocks down the road and go eat a bag of dicks. Since my mother passing I am be honest I have struggled with depression my mother and I was always very close, I have thought many times of putting a end to my pain. But I didn't because I know how mad my mother would be with me. It is a daily struggle with depression I am taking it one day at a time. I am praying to make one last move before the first of the year God Willing. I am looking at moving to Northern Montana about 50 miles or so from the Canadian Boarder. when I make the move there are a few people who I will stop and see. One of them is from here. To her I have to say I am sorry for just vanishing like I did my life sucks right now and I am sorry for not letting you know what was going on until tonight when you was on and messaged me. You have my cell number and can call me anytime you wish.

If you think what I wrote is a bit heartless it is because I have been fucked over far to many times to give a damn anymore. My trust and devotion had been used against me better then any weapon any human has ever dreamed of making.

To those who have bothered to take the time to know me I hope you understand the person you got to know is the real me not a fake version of me. As I have always said to those who spoke to me "I would rather the entire world HATE me for who I REALLY AM, then a SINGLE person LOVE me for something I am PRETENDING to be."

Here are a few of the new toys I have bought

One Pair is not enough so I bought 3 sets and will be getting more
very soon and these are not those cheesy ass trick sex store cuffs
these are double locking ones baby.

Yes Electric Clover Clamps because regular ones are not

painful enough. Yes I have a bit of a sadistic streak in me.

Can't have the sub/slave running off now can we.

Also bought a nice metal 4 poster canopy bed as well with lots of nice tie off points

It's easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time, But opening up your soul to someone and letting them into your spirit, thouhts, fears, hopes and dreams that is truly being naked and shows the greatest trust one could ever show another.