Shadows Den

She watched as he left for work the longing already setting in she could not believe she could love and trust anyone like she did him. She fought back a tear as he drove off to work, she knew he would be back soon but she longed for his touch and his kiss. She never felt as safe and loved as she did when she was in his arms. In his arms she knew she was protected, loved and cared for. She had been in bad relationships in the past as had he so she knew he understood what was going on in her mind and her emotions. She had submitted to being his slave and giving him full and total control over everything in her life. She never felt this free in her entire life she did not have to make any decisions at all he took over that role and made all of the decisions. If others knew this they would have not understood the dynamic they shared. He gave her the freedom to just be and in return she gave him her total and unconditional submission to his rule. This excited her and turned her on as she stood there watching him she could feel her satin panties growing moist and her clit ached for his touch. She shook her head to snap her self out of what she was thinking she knew she was not allowed to touch herself without his permission doing so would result in punishment as it was viewed as theft from him, but oh how it ached to be touched. She moved as she felt the plug he has placed in her tight little ass before he left, it reminded her that she was his property to do with as he wished. She knew the rules and his limits. As she stood there she softly caressed her thighs feeling the smoothness of her freshly shaved legs her hand softly gliding over her freshly shaved pussy causing a soft moan escape from her lips with lust and desire for release, she started to slip her hand inside of her now wet panties to touch herself. The phone which she had on the table next to the door at this moment buzzed to life snapping her out of her fantasy. She looked and it was him, her mind swam with fear she thought he knows what I was thinking he always does somehow, he knows what I was about to do I am in trouble and going to be punished she knew the punishment for this infraction as she had done it once before when she first submitted to him the punishment was being restrained which she loved the feeling of not having any control at all that wasn't the punishment. The punishment was being made to orgasm which doesn't sound like a punishment until your not allowed to stop at which time it can become a torture her body screamed to stop and her mind begged for a end but it kept going. She could not cry out and beg for mercy he had placed the panties she had on when he caught her masturbating in her mouth after he first shoved inside of her pussy to dry it up a bit they were soaking wet before she was made to hold them in her mouth she could taste her own juices on the panties. So she couldn't spit them out he placed a gag in her mouth to block them in. Thinking of this she grew even more horny she felt as if she was a dog in heat just wanting to be fucked and bred so bad that it didn't matter what she had to do to get it she was going to do it. She snapped back to her senses when she felt her finger brush over her swollen and aching clit. She answered the phone Yes sir, his voice on the other end seemed annoyed he asked what took you so long to answer little one? Oh I am sorry Sir I was using the bathroom and forgot my phone on the table she said with fear that he already knew what she was doing or thinking of doing. There was a long pause and he said oh OK no need to be sorry I was worried about you when it took so long to answer. I was thinking of us maybe going out tonight for dinner so you can take a break and not have to cook for us, would you like that? A smile crossed her lips and she cheerfully said Yes Sir I would like that very much, but what is the reason for it? He said do I need to have a reason to take my Lil one out and show her off and give her a good time? She softly replied No sir you do not, good he replied back to her there is a skirt and nice top in a box in the closet for you to wear tonight please have it on with some nice shoes when I get home. Yes sir she replied. Oh also please make sure you are clean shaved and showered as well and put on some nice nail polish on your fingers and toes. Yes sir I will do as you have said to.

She sat about the day doing her chores that she had to do everyday and she decided to do a few of the extra chores she disliked doing but she liked the extras she earned from doing them. Like a new toy or extra play time which was always fun for her. She done her chores but she could not shake the feel she had this morning she was horny all day long no matter what she did she could not escape that feeling of lust and desire. He always wanted her totally nude in the house when there was no company so she walked around with no bra or panties on she could feel the cool air of the AC upon her skin her nipples stayed hard like two little pink diamonds attached to her breasts. She stood in front of the mirror and admired her body and told her self that she was Beautiful as he had commanded to help with her self esteem. She felt tired from her chores and decided to lay down upon the bed as she laid there she thought, how would he know if I played with myself it's not as if I am smell of sex as I am to shower before he get home. She laid there and her hands caressed her thighs thinking of his hands firm but tender stroking her thighs teasing her pussy by brushing against it. Not allowing her full pleasure just enough to make her moan and bite her lip with desire. The burning she felt growing in her womb was more then she could take. She softly started to massage her clit thinking of him and his touch, she knew if she was caught she would be punished. She didn't care the desire was to great she got her small vibrator she kept tucked under her pillow out and turned it on it hummed to life as she softly ran it over her clit causing her to gasp Oh My God she thought She just about came instantly as her hips rose to press harder again the vibrator.

One man

One man stands alone and no one cares.

One man speaks and no one cares.

One man shouts and no one cares.

One man cries and no one cares.

One man lives and one one cares.

One man loves and one one cares.

One man shouts and no one cares.

One man grows old and one one cares.

One man gets sick and no one cares.

One man is born and no one cares.

One man lives alone and no one cares.

One man dies and no one cares.

No one cares.

No one cares.

No one cares.

She knew it was almost time for him to get home from work so she placed her collar and leash on and inserted her tail and waiting on her hands and keeps at the door waiting for him. She heard his car as he pulled up her excitement grew as did the dampness between her legs. The door opened painfully slowly as she sat there with her leash clenched between her teeth she couldn't help but wag her ass and tail with excitement. She met his gaze as he entered the house she had been trained to wait for permission to move when he came home and she did just as she was trained. He smiled and softly praised her "Good girl" as he patted her head and then took the leash from her, to lead her into the living room. He sat down on the overstuffed sofa as she took off his shoes and socks and rubbed his feet for him. She smiled at the sight of her in her collar and the tail as it wagged excitedly. He instructed her to unzip his pants and to suck his cock until it was hard she did just as she was told without hesitation. As she sucked his cock she looked up into his eyes, without saying a word to her he gave her more praise and she could feel herself growing even more wet as it slowly leaked down her inner thigh. He took a handful of her hair to control her movement as he forced his cock into the back of her throat he could hear her gag slightly but he did not care. She was just his pet and he would do as he wished with her. Before he shot his load of cum into her waiting greedy mouth he stopped her. He smiled and said I have a surprise for you tonight my Pet. She looked at him both puzzled and excited what surprise could he have for me she thought. He lead her on all four to the bed room where he cage was that she slept in sometime when she had been bad (she secretly liked sleeping in the cage at times it made things feel more real to her) he walked her over to the bed and reaches under the bed and pulled out a couple boxes one larger box and one smaller. He asked her if she was curious about what was in the boxes she whimpered and nodded. He opened the small of the two boxes and it was a dildo unlike any she had seen before it was larger then she was use to and near the base was a large swollen area. She looked at it puzzled as to what it was she looked at him and without saying a word she questioned as to what it was. He explained since she was his pet she should know what it was like to have a cock that would match her inside of her. She blushed when she realized it was a model of a dogs cock and it would be used on her. She glanced over at the larger box with a bit of nervousness and curiosity as to what would be in the bigger box she noticed it was heavier then the small box. He noticed the look on her face and asked would you like to know what is in that box? She blushed and wagged her tail a bit as she nodded yes. He opened it up and it was something they had talked about before but she never thought would have one. It was a machine that a dildo would be attached to and used to fuck her. She could feel her self gushing more with excitement at the thought of being restrained and fucked by this machine which would not get tired and would be fucked as long as he wanted her to be. He quickly fastened her ankles to a spreader bar and then placed one on her wrists as well then fastened the two bars together so she could not move. He placed a gag in her mouth in the shape of a bone then blindfolded her. He sight now gone and her ability to speak taken away as well she grew more excited her mind raced what is he going to do, she could hear movement but could not see what was going on. She could feel movement behind her but was unable to move. Soon she could feel his large hands softly rub her now soaking wet pussy as he slid a finger inside she gasped. She could feel something behind her pressing at the opening of her pussy she knew it wasn't his finger this was larger. Soon what it was slowly pushed into her pussy as she struggled trying to gasp as it pushed deeper inside and seem to not stop. It was then she felt it grow in side as it pushed against the outside she knew in a flash what it was he was using the dog dildo to fuck her she struggled to push back onto it wanting more inside of her to feel like a true bitch being bred a soft moan escaped her gagged lips. Soon it became all to clear he was not controlling the dildo with his hand he had it on the machine and was slowly increasing the speed as the speed increased she struggled feeling as if she was going to be knocked over by the trusts of the cock deep inside of her waiting dog pussy. She moaned and begs as best as she could to give it all to her she wanted to feel it fill her up totally. She could feel the knot pressing and pushing in pressing on the thin skin between her pussy and her ass where she had a large tail inserted with a plug on the end to keep it in place. This feeling grew until she was ready to lose her mind she felt like a true dog slut being used over and over as she came. She could not stop it as she had no ability to speak or use her safe word (not that she would) the machine seem to drive home harder and harder. He told her I want you to count in your mind how many times you cum for me then when were done you tell me do you understand me? She nodded half in bliss and half just wanting this to never stop. She started counting in her mind it wasn't long until she lost count. After what seemed like forever being fucked and used by this machine she could feel it being pulled out as she whimpered and wined. She could feel his cock drive deep in replacing the machine as he grabbed her hips and thrust deep inside of her. He fucked her like she had never been fucked before it was not like a man would fuck a woman but more primal (almost animistic) at one time right before he came he leaned over and softly growled in her ear and said in a deep husky voice this is my bitch and I will breed her myself and fill you full of my cum with that he thrust harder and faster as he shot his steaming hot load of cum in her well used aching pussy. He unfastened her and removed the blindfold and the gag. Now how many times did you cum? She blushed and replied I lost count. You lost count? Why did you lose count? It was the thought of being used and fucked like that it made my head swim and I was over come with the feeling. He smiled as he pulled her close and ordered her to clean his cock off with her mouth.

I am learning to love myself and what my worth is. It is hard to see myself for what I am truly worth because I feel as if I am being narcissistic I have always been hard on myself and seen my flaws. Since Valentine's day I have been looking at myself and what I have put myself through and in a way I was punishing myself. I came to realize that I am worth more then what I have been shown.

Anyone who doesn't like the fact I'm not going to be used and hurt anymore can move on down the road because I'm a good man with a good heart and a caring man. 

Is a Dom not human with human feelings and emotions? It seems I am not suppose to have feelings or emotions.

I have worn a mask all my life; nobody knows or understands me.
They think I have it all good...look harder and you will really see.
I love you, Mom, and I'm really trying to find a way.

That's part of the reason I am who I am today
But I'm on the right track; I'm determined to find my way.

All because you said you loved me and it will be okay
I used to live each day with no hopes for tomorrow
Walking with my head down filled with shame and sorrow.

I am sorry I have not posted in a while. I have had somethings happen here in real life and pardon my words it has been a real shit show. Let me start off by saying I do not want anyone's pity I do not need it.

In June I met someone from here and things grew into more then just friends and was set to meet IRL. September 5th at 4:51 AM my mother passed away my father passed away Easter 5 years ago so that left only my brother for family and honestly he couldn't give a shitless about me. This person I met on here ghosted me when I was in need of her when my mother passed away, since then she has spoken to me exactly 2 times today since then. I called and her phone was always turned off so sent me straight to voice mail which she had not set up text messages went unanswered. I am not a fucking dog I don't chase pussy to be with me it is that damn simple as far as I can she can kick rocks down the road and go eat a bag of dicks. Since my mother passing I am be honest I have struggled with depression my mother and I was always very close, I have thought many times of putting a end to my pain. But I didn't because I know how mad my mother would be with me. It is a daily struggle with depression I am taking it one day at a time. I am praying to make one last move before the first of the year God Willing. I am looking at moving to Northern Montana about 50 miles or so from the Canadian Boarder. when I make the move there are a few people who I will stop and see. One of them is from here. To her I have to say I am sorry for just vanishing like I did my life sucks right now and I am sorry for not letting you know what was going on until tonight when you was on and messaged me. You have my cell number and can call me anytime you wish.

If you think what I wrote is a bit heartless it is because I have been fucked over far to many times to give a damn anymore. My trust and devotion had been used against me better then any weapon any human has ever dreamed of making.

To those who have bothered to take the time to know me I hope you understand the person you got to know is the real me not a fake version of me. As I have always said to those who spoke to me "I would rather the entire world HATE me for who I REALLY AM, then a SINGLE person LOVE me for something I am PRETENDING to be."

Here are a few of the new toys I have bought

One Pair is not enough so I bought 3 sets and will be getting more
very soon and these are not those cheesy ass trick sex store cuffs
these are double locking ones baby.

Yes Electric Clover Clamps because regular ones are not

painful enough. Yes I have a bit of a sadistic streak in me.

Can't have the sub/slave running off now can we.

Also bought a nice metal 4 poster canopy bed as well with lots of nice tie off points

It's easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time, But opening up your soul to someone and letting them into your spirit, thouhts, fears, hopes and dreams that is truly being naked and shows the greatest trust one could ever show another.

Often times it is in the darkest shadows one will find shimmering light of hope. One thing I have learned from some of you on here is never give up the search for that ray of light in the shadows no matter how dark it might seem. Hopeless is only hopeless when you give up hope.

You may be struggling with what seems like something that can not be over come. Always remember this there is someone out there who will listen to you and try to help you. The Difference between defeat and victory is the will to keep pushing forwards thought everything thrown at you and coming out on the other side. You might be battered and bruised but the wounds will heal the bruises will fade but you will always know you did it and there was nothing or no one that could stop you.

Along this line a couple of you know a bit of my medical back story. Those who don't I will tell you. I am 51 years old now when I was 26 years old 3 different doctors told me that by the age of 30 I would be crippled in a wheelchair unable to walk because of a birth defect in my back and only way to fix me was put steel rods in to hold me together and had a 50% chance of walking. I felt so much anger and self pity I became mean and bitter. I met a young man in a chat program called Virtual Places it was run by the search engine Excite we called it VP for short. This young man was always there to talk to me no matter what I did or said to him it was like I could not get rid of him. One day his real life sister who I was friends with as well came to me and Thanked me for being a friend to her brother. She told me he was a quadriplegic (Had to google how to spell that one lol) said he typed using a mouth stick and I was his only friend. Turns out he was 16 and crippled before he could even walk. I left that night thinking "How dare you be so mean and nasty and bitter when here is this kid 16 never been able to walk or any of the things I can still do and take for granted." I looked in the mirror of my mind and saw a monster I did not like. I changed that day that child was my light in the Shadows of my own self pity and despair. In 2004 Christmas time I saw another doctor who done X-rays on me he showed me and my now Ex GF and said I do not know how you can walk or how you can stand the pain you live in, because you should be on meds to control the pain (I have learned to focus my mind elsewhere to control it) you should not be able to walk but I know you do and you only have a slight limp. I told him the Mind is a amazing thing when you learn to harness and focus it on a task.

I am still walking and yes I still have the limp it is a bit worse but I am walking 21 years past when was told would be crippled in wheelchair unable to walk. I still have not had the surgery and most likely never will.

If you read this and find yourself in a dark place like I was and you feel there is no one you can talk to know that I will be here to talk to you and be your light in the shadows that seem endless just as that 16 year old boy was for me all them years ago.

I tell this story not for pity or sympathy but to maybe help one person see that all is not lost.

Sincerely
ShadowWolfDancer "SWD"

Tomorrow I will be moving house to a new state. No not the state of Insanity or Mental Confusion (some who know me would say that I have always lived there lol) they are just sad cause the voices in my head only talk to me and not them lol. No I am moving from Indiana to West Virginia then hopefully with any luck in a few months will make one last move into a house I buy. I have looked at one that I liked needs work done inside dry wall hung which I can do. It is a old church building plenty of room to set up a "Special Area" with nice sound proofed walls so as not to bother the neighbors who might be around. Don't need cops showing up to what looks like a church with a steeple and someone screaming inside might send the wrong impression to the responding officers lol. I will be back when I can get the internet up and running at the new place till then I will be writing stories that I will be sharing in future blog posts.

As I write this it is 1:15am I can not sleep I went to bed shortly before 10pm the night before and was awoken by this vision is the only way I can describe it. Real yet not real at the same time. What follows is what happens and is what woke me from a sound sleep and refuses to allow me to go back to sleep until I put it down.

The Lesson \ Gift

The day starts out as any other day for her little did she know this would be no ordinary day for her.
Her day starts out she wakes up feeling horny so she starts out with a bit of teasing of her self just to get her self a bit wetter. She reaches over and from under the pillow next to her she pulls out her trusty vibrator. She knew it would work as she had just replaced the batteries the night before when she had used it to help her relax before going to sleep. She rubs it against her now damp pussy feeling the head of it press against her lips she fumbles around under the covers and turns it on it emits a loud buzzing hum she feels the vibrations resonate threw her body as she arched her back at the feeling. She knew she would not last long before she would feel waves of ecstasy wash over her. She pushed the buzzing toy deep inside of her gasping as it entered and stretched her to the limit of her body. Working it in and out moaning louder and louder until she could feel her release building and she let out a howl of pleasure as she thrust one last time deep inside of herself. She laid there for what seemed like hours unable to move because every time she tried to small orgasms would happen causing her to spasm once more with pleasure. Soon she had to move as her bed now had a wet spot from her. She forced her self to get up and shower as she had things to do today. She could not lay in bed all day even though if it was her Birthday and her boyfriend and her had a fight the night before she would not allow this to bring her down. She moved nude through the house to the shower adjusting the water nice and hot steam rolling out of the shower. Her boyfriend who had already left for work without so much as a kiss or Happy Birthday had taken his shower like he always did freezing cold. She masturbated a few more times in the shower using the shower head on the pulse mode upon her still aching clit. Once she was done she returned to the bedroom and pulled out her favorite pair of black lace panties and slipped them on along with her jeans which hugged her hips and body in all the right places, slipping on a white silk top with no bra her nipples standing erect poking through the thin material for the world to see slipping on her high heel shoes she leaves the house without her cellphone climbing behind the wheel of her car and drives to town.

Parking the car at a lot and paying for the day to leave her car there she stops and gets her self her Ice Coffee to drink while she done her shopping. What she did not notice is there was a windowless van that was parked on the street with a man behind the wheel watching her every move. She goes into a lingerie store to buy her self something new to take her mind off the fight she had with her boyfriend the night before and to make her feel better about her birthday. She thought to Hell with him I am the one wearing this he always buys me things that look so trashy and cheap. I am getting something I like this time I am the one who has to wear it and besides I have his bank card so he can pay so price is no object for me today a wicked smile crosses her lips. She enters the store and a 20 something pretty young girl greets her with a cheery “Hello is there anything I can help you with today ?” she replied I am looking for a birthday gift, the young girl giggled a little and she realized what she thought and quickly said oh no it is a birthday gift for myself my boy friend and I had a fight last night and he left his bank card and I think he needs to buy me a present to make up for the fight. The girl giggled once more and said “Well how much does he need to spend on your gift?” she smiles and said a lot. The two of them move threw the store looking at different sets and making a pile of them for her to pick from, when a man in his early 50's over 6' tall long blonde hair and a beard with streaks of white in it walks in the young lady stops and asks “is there anything I can help you with sir?” He replies back no I am just looking thank you. The phone rings and the girl hurries to answer it while the girl is the phone with a customer about a problem and a return. The man wonders around the store looking at items. She notices him looking at her as he approaches her and asks her can you help me please. She says maybe I don't work her he laughs and says no but your about the same size as the person I am buying for could you help me pick out a few things to maybe buy please I would be so grateful. She smiles and says yes he tells her she really likes black and lace but he is unsure of anything else what would she as a woman like to get? She picks out a nice bra and panties set she had personally been looking at and decided against. They were very sheer and see through with a bit of lace. He smiled and thanked her and quickly paid for them and left. Thinking nothing more of it she picked out 3 outfits and a new toy for her boyfriend to buy her. She leaves the store and moved to go back to her car and was planning on getting some lunch also on her boyfriend. As she passed the van she noticed the man she had help standing next to it with the door open and she went to speak to him when he leaped forward and grabbed her bags and all tossing her into the van and closing the door all in one motion. She tried to fight him but was quickly subdued. Her hands where cuffed behind her back her ankles shackled and fastened to her wrists so she was laying face down in this van she was gagged blindfolded and noise canceling ear muffs placed upon her ears. Her sight, hearing now gone her ability to fight back or even scream all taken from her in less then 60 seconds. Her mind raced as to what was about to happen to her as she felt the van start and pull off. What was to become of her she felt sorrow as she remembered the fight the night before and the way she had spoken to him. Now she would never be able to say she was sorry to him for any of it. The van bumped along for what seemed forever to her in her state of being blindfolded and deaf. The door opened and the man stood there taking in the sight of her helpless. He roughly grabs her and pulls her to the edge of the door where he unfastens her ankles and removes the headset. He warns her she is not to try to run and takes her shoes from her she can hear the barking of what sounds like large dogs. He tells her if you try to run the dogs will catch you. You are here now until we decide otherwise do you understand she nods as a tears flow from her eyes behind the blindfold. She steps out of the van with his help his hands rough and callused feel like sandpaper against her soft skin. She feel gravel beneath her feet with she finds hard to walk on as it pokes and gouges the tender soles of her feet she falters as she tries to walk. He picks her up and carries her over his shoulder as if she is nothing to him.

Inside of a small room her blindfold is removed and her eyes struggle to adjust to the bright lights as the room is painted white making things seem brighter. As her eyes adjust she looks around and sees items some she does not know what they are other she knows what they are and her mind once more races at the thought of what will be done to her with these items. She sees a large wooden X in a corner with eye bolts along the edges. She sees a wooden stock she knows what that is from old movies but what is it doing here in this room? She seems a medical exam table with leg stirrups with leather straps on them as if to hold the legs in place. There was a wall of with items hanging upon hooks with whips and rope as well as other items. What the hell was going to happen in this room she wondered. Panic and fear raced through her mind and across her face. She thought this man wont let me out of this room or this place I have seen his face and can id him to the police. She started crying and begging through the gag. She was lead over to the stocks her hands freed as she had her head and hands forced into the stock and a large lock placed on it so she was now trapped. The gag was removed and she was informed you will does not matter in this room you can scream as loud and as long as you like this room is sound proof and it is underground so no one will hear your cries and cry to shall. She yells and swears at him calling him every name she can think of he only laughs and explains to her that is going to cost her dearly she will learn proper manners before her time is done in this room. She hears a rustling behind her she strains her neck to see what is going on behind her but can not move her head o see. Soon he returns with a set of sheers like is to removed clothing at the hospital. She realizes what he is about to do and pleads with him not to do it he only laughs and says your will here is not your own I will do what I wish to you. With that he cuts a slit in her top and rips it off exposing her breasts and erect nipples and tosses it a side. Next he cuts her jeans off of her tossing them aside with her top. Stopping for a minute to admire her nice firm ass covered by her favorite black lace panties. She pleads with him not to cut them off and explains they are her favorite pair and it is her birthday today and this could be his gift to her. He laughs says oh it's your birthday ? She says yes it is praying to play on a bit of sympathy from him. He asks how old are you today then. She hesitates he says lets just look here at your ID and see. Hmmm I never would have guess your age I thought you was younger. She blushed slightly and thanked him. She could feel the cold steel of the sheers against her ass as she begged once more not to cut her panties off of her to no avail. He cut the panties off and laid them on the floor in front of her face to see what he had done. She cussed him once more. He simply said my my what a mouth you have on you birthday girl. I think it is time for your birthday spanking what do you think? She begged and pleaded No please No. He walks over and pulls a short riding crop off the wall and swings it a few times warming up with each whoosh she cringes expecting to feel the sting across her now naked exposed ass. He asks are you ready and as she starts to mutter No she feels the sharp sting of the cross across her exposed ass and she screams in pain. He tells her lets hear you count off the strokes because I might lose focus and lose count and we wouldn't want to give you to few or to many now would we. She sobs and said One through tears, he stops oh did I forget to tell you when your here you will call me Sir or Master it is your choice so pick one now. She sobs what ? With that there is another sting of a stroke across her ass raising another red welt as she screams. He say if you fail to call me by my proper title then you will be punished so you understand me? She says Yes Sir though sobbing and tears. Now lets starts over where was we? She says 2 sir he chuckles and says no we was at 1 and you got one for not using a proper title for me. So how many are we at now? One Sir another sting shoots through her bare ass 2 sir 3 sir and so on until her ass was one giant red welt she could not see but she was sure her ass was bleeding from the crop.

He moved her from the stocks and cuffed her hands behind her back once more. Moving her to the center of the room where he tied a rope to the cuffs behind her back and tossing it over a pipe in the rafters pulling it taught forcing her to bend over as her arms were pulled backwards the rope was tied off so she could not straighten up but had to stay bent over the shackles around her ankles now replaced with a spreader bar forcing her legs apart further throwing her off balance a bar is placed just above her knees to keep her from trying to close her legs at the knees. He asks her how does this feel? She replies with it hurts and sucks Sir. He chuckled once more it gets worse before it gets better. A single FUCK slips from her lips and he turns and says what did you just say ? She quickly says Nothing Sir. He squats down and says I could have swore I hear you say the word FUCK and Fuck Sir. She quickly says No Sir I did not say that. He lifts her head and says so are you calling me a liar ? No Sir so you did say it then No Sir I did not so I am a liar then. She seen she was not going to win no matter what she she admits Yes Sir you are right I did say that word and did not say Sir with it I am sorry Sir. Well now seems that the crop was not enough so we will have to do something else now wont we. She simply says Sir? He looks at her and says yes what is it? What are you going to do Sir? You will find out soon enough. He comes back with a TENS unit and pads she knew what this was and what it did she had a pulled muscle in her back once and use it to help ease the pain but what was he about to do with it now? Pulling out the sheers once more he trims down 2 pads and places them on either side of her clit and 2 more pads on her inner thighs and connects them to the unit placing the unit on her back as he returns with a large hook with a knob on the end and a eye on the other as well as a short length of rope. Since I noticed the crop had made your pussy soaking wet we shouldn't need lube for this now should we. What is that Sir she asks scared and nervous. This is a Anal Hook care to guess where it is going to go he chuckles. She starts to squirm to try to get away as she has never done Anal. He reaches down and scoops out some of her pussy juices and covers the knob end with them, spreading her red ass cheeks he forces the knob into her ass stretching her asshole beyond where she thought it could go screaming as the knob slides in and her asshole seals around it. Quickly he ties a know on the eye of the hook and grabs her hair and pulls her head back and tied it with the rope so is she drops her head even the slightest the hook will be pulled deeper into her virgin asshole. How does that feel ? It hurts you bastard!!! Oh there it is again your lack of manners and the lack of respect for my title. Fuck you and Fuck your Respect and most of all FUCK YOUR TITLE SIR. Really now I thought we was past the lack of manners and swearing stage. He turns on the TENS Unit and sends electrical shock through her clit and thighs. Causing her to scream in a mixture of pleasure and pain her vibrator had nothing on this TENS Unit for causing a orgasm. She suddenly dropped her head when the Unit was shut off causing the hook to be sharply yanked deeper into her causing her pain. He moves around to the front of her and says with a evil twinkle in his eye now since you seem to be enjoying yourself so much don't you think I deserve a little pleasure too? She rolls her eyes up and meets his gaze seeing the look in his eyes she knows what he has in mind but she is powerless to stop him. She thinks I could bite his cock what would he do he hasn't already done to me? Before she could respond. He had his semi hard cock out and was shoving it into her open mouth with a warning do not bite or use your teeth or you will know true suffering do you understand? She nods her head as best as she can. Good he says as she starts to suck his cock as best as she can she feeling him growing harder with each passing stroke. He turns the Unit back on once more causing her to spasm with waves of electric passing through her clit. His cock now fully hard he starts shoving his cock deeper into her mouth causing her to gag slightly. Before he cums he stops and withdraws his cock and tells her Your a good little cocksucker you know. Gasping for air she looks up at him and whimpers Thank you Sir. Have you Learned you lesson in manners and swearing now? Just as she goes to reply he ups the power on the Unit causing her to gasp and scream YES SIRRRRRRRRRR. Good we have one more thing for you.

He removes the hook and the pads from the Unit and lets her stand back up her arms, shoulders and back all aching from being in that position. He leads her over to the X she first saw and he asks her do you know what this is ? She replies No Sir. It is a Saint Andrews Cross. I want you to stand facing it please. She looked at him this was the first nice thing he said to her and she was shocked by it. He removed the cuff from her. She stepped forwards facing the cross. He leaned forward and whispered into her ear close enough she could feel his hot breath on her skin. I want you to place your hands one on each leg of the cross. She did as she was told to do. Spread your legs so they also match the cross, she complied with out hesitation. He uses soft rope to tie her hands and ankles to the cross so she could not move. You seemed to like the crop I have a couple more treats for you. She trembled at the sound of his voice there was something in it that invoked fear and excitement at same time. He pulls down a leather flogger. At first he softly plays with her Ass teasing with it softly swatting with each one she moans and whimpers. Feeling the leather against her skin waiting and longing for the next one to come. Soon he is using the flogger to deliver strokes as it is meant to be used. There is a growing puddle at her feet and on the floor. He asks would you like something else? She replies I would like what ever Sir would like. Good you have learned well. He pulls out a wooden paddle about the size of a ping pong paddle and shows it to her she moans at the sight of it. Soon he is rubbing the wood so cool and hard over her ass. How many should we give you Birthday Girl? That is up to you Sir it is your will not mine. He laughs and says you have learned very well. He delivers several strikes and stops. I think you have had enough pain. Would you like some pleasure ? I would like what ever Sir would like me to have.

While she is tied to the cross he slips his erect cock into her dripping wet throbbing pussy she gasps at the feeling. She has never felt like this before in her life. Used and abused but also love wanted and needed. He fucks her faster and harder causing her to gasp with each thrust as he drives deep then the last time. She moans with pleasure and begs him Fuck me harder I am a dirty little slut for you to use as you wish. He thrusts once more harder then before and shoots ropes of cum deep inside of her pussy. She feels his scalding hot cum explode deep inside of her and she doesn't care she doesn't know him and that he is not wearing a condom all she knows is she wants to keep his cock and cum in her and be breed by him over and over again. She learned that surrender can be its own gift and reward that day.
He untied her from the cross and she collapsed into his arms from sheer exhaustion and pleasure she had never know before today.

They went home together and made love several more times that day each time paled compared to their time in that room alone. As they lay there in bed she asked her boy friend how he knew about her fantasy that he had just given her. He smiled and said did you forget your manners and my Title shall I remind you once more he said with a sheepish smile, she could feel the sting of her ass still and herself growing wet once more at his words she replied No Sir I am sorry Sir.

I hope you enjoyed the story

"SWD"