Simple Chaos

Where is a fucking compass when ya need one?  

She's is gone. It doesn't matter that I did everything to the letter. Just goes to show you that if your  brothers wifie wants your daughter... Then rabbi, former meth cooker turned preacher and money can have whatever they want. I don't know how to live with this...   min to min....sec to sc.    I don't think I can, fucking frankly, I do not want to.  I got nothing left... Where is the justice.   Money..   money is where apparently. I've thrown my guts up since they called. STOP SHAKING YOUR HEAD WITH THAT TOO PERSONAL SHIT....  Don't you get it.... I GOT NO WHERE ELSE TO GO!!!  No one gives two fucks about another no good dead beat chic.  I AM THE KENTUCKY CLICHE. Know what the fastest thing in Kentucky is?  A 12 yr old virgin with 4 older brothers...  LMMFAO!!!!   I had 3 and one a few years younger....??? I need.....idk.....but things don't....I don't want to be anywhere anymore... Idk what to do but puke and cry....I think I scream sometimes....the chaos is too much...idk what to do..... someone please... tell me what to do......help me cause the dark abyss is looking like a much nicer place....idk...

Hey I just had the best drunk/natural gas idea EVER!!!!

Imma need all unz Doms to please rank......

Ladies!!!!! Rank them bad boys accourdingly....

Then we gonna cut the top ranks from the herd. Send them to do MY DAUGHTERS generation, ALL women kind by hell, a fucking favor. Throw them mf in the school house. 

 DOMS... I thus call to you..

To the blackboard Gentlemen!!!!

While unz is getting that in.... Imma go round up Indiana,

couple other fuckers,

Ladies imma need your lists on my desk by 4 dark 20.

Like the movie....The story of O..... but only the other way around.  I mean holy hell fuck....got mf out here with limit potential ....but no way of accessing it.....and yes Im talking about ..

Stone's 

Proper Dom

Academy ..

why isnt this a real thing....

and if you wanna really take a ride with me, as I go, I am currently working on..

Stone's

Proper Slut

Chronicles 

Now just hold the hell on a damn min.....take the stigma off of the word slut.......its only got cause someone feed us a line of shit saying thats what it was...... Why is damn a bad word mommy...we studied bout them last week.... I never will forget the first time I heard two of the omg  bed is now an ocean sexiest fucking bone melting things

"I should have brought the rope"   yes...mf growled that shit too.

and

"kiss me you fucking cock slut"   yes...mf growled that shit too.

Thems was my soundtracks to my first time fucking and loveing it!!! Thank the Gods....

I just saying there are some mf out there that......need that shit. only know peace and love through that shit.... but are so lost that they become things they hate... I mean  DOMS   say you hear me when I say that.  How many of you would be functioning as you do if you didnt have bdsm?  It rips my fucking soul out when I see these men in such......and you can tell they got some idea of shit but nothing healthy or good for anyone. My Indiana ....I hate that mf with same passion that I love him... May the Gods keep it soul at unrest should he go before me....not till I get there mf.  Ladies.....I know you hear me.  Think of watching your man struggle as only men can, at trying to find happy, peace within. Fighting with himself ....

Fuck me Running now Im Gods be damned crying

So....I'm sitting here, took a mental day off work...  And I'm wandering about this....persom whom has an apt adjacent to mine. [Very old house split into 5 apts, my livingroom is all of 10 by 12 square feet. Anywho... so had me a bit of an altercation with a young man who apparently doesnt take rejection well. Now....for any of you who have gotten to know me....really...know I am a huge Empath...so I tend to.....excuse shit most wouldnt and most wouldnt believe I could.  Yeah...I got video and audio of him in my home while at work. Dudes are so dumb.... My favorite saying...

Go ahead... underestimate me.. That'll  be fun..

Yall know me....I'll play along....

Just to keep an even kill so to speak.....I mean I got bigger fish to fry...  Well now this mf is going and doing some crazy shit..  Shit that here in the awesome world of bdsm, could might see someone doing....but in the V world...  But I anit stupid I keep the All Seeing Eye active. [Indiana ...he had hes strong points].  Well now as time goes by and it becomes clear this muther fucker is just....the pathetic thing needs help. Yall know how I feel about mind fuckery.... Amateurs ...it was funny for all of two secs.   Last night he is shinning flashlights through my front door. Obviouse blatent shit to scare me.   CPTSD  !!!!  Hello I will cut you mf.  So I call the cops.  I mean I'm damn near foaming at the mouth to put  his balls in my purse where they belong.  Couple hours later   I smell gas, the whole house is heated and water on gas. I DO Not use my heat. It fucked me up when I moved in day after x-mas.  So I call 911 again. By the time they get here...of course no detection. But they gonna patrol a lil extrie faw little ole me.  I have a sun porch    cant see my front door from road... Long story....what ever.... WTF  Imma have to take these flashdrives to the police in the morning.. Its shit like this that makes me hate human beings as a general. Mf needs a hobbie, to go jerk off something.... Im a little trippy of the gas being pumped into my apt... Thing is I take these vids to police they shutting this whole fucking place down.  I live in a little town, spent four months on the street dead of winter till I found this hole. Thats the only reason Ive kept my mouth shut. That and I dont mind being watched but, ONLY IF I SAY YOU CAN FUCKER. STAND DOWN AND ACT ACCORDINGLY..  

Weak knee, faint hearted whore...dosent even have the common deciency to be A Proper Slut..  Why I gotta school the damn mongrel .  Gonna fuck this roof of mine up but damn it..... 

If anyone has any suggestion to avoid having house condemnd  or perhaps a hog lot I can ....bring dumbfuck to see....please   Im all ears.....and they feel very large right now...time for fresh air I think

Can't Help Me Now"

      by: Rob Thomas

Sunlight falls heavy

Can't hide you're awake already

Long night, you're unsteady

You don't even wanna be here do you

Cry out not for the last time

It's funny how a word might save your life

And I'm saying a lot right now

But I don't wanna fight, I don't wanna cry

I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna be here, be here now

There's a bad taste in my mouth

I stumble in the dark, tripping on a heart

It's gonna leave a mark, maybe we can stay and wait it out

You're the one that talks me down

And even you can't help me now

Even you can't help me now

Headlight, dark highway

I drive on but it feels all sideways

No signs, I'm a headcase

I'm alone but I feel you, feel you now

Head down, I can't remember

If we left on a start or an ender

You and I, we're so worn down

But I don't wanna fight, I don't wanna cry

I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna be here, be here now

Like a bad taste in my mouth

I stumble in the dark, tripping on a heart

It's gonna leave a mark, maybe we can stay and wait it out

You're the one that talks me down

Even you can't help me now

And we fall, and we break

And we turn our inside out

And we're lost in a daze

For days and days and days and now

But I thought that I could turn it around

But I don't wanna fight, I don't wanna cry

I don't wanna leave, but I don't wanna be here, be here now

There's a bad taste in my mouth

Yeah, I stumble in the dark, tripping on a heart

It's gonna leave a mark, maybe we can stay and wait it out

You're the one that talks me down

Even you can't help me now

(Sunlight, falls heavy) Even you can't help me now

(Sunlight, falls heavy) Baby, even you can't help me now

(Sunlight, falls heavy) Even you can't help me

stand in

fill in

stand by

side piece

a little piece

dime piece

side bitch

a bitch

some bitch

crazy bitch

some crazy bitch

whore

backdoor whore

just some whore

crazy whore

thirsty

thirsty whore

thirsty bitch

some thirsty whore

some thirsty bitch

freak

just some freak

freak hoe

nasty chic

nasty bitch

just some nasty chic

just some nasty bitch

a nothing

a nobody

a mistake 

a something that didn't mean anything.

“Take You Higher”” (club mix)

    by: Goodwill and Hook N Sling

[shortened version of lyrics and chorus ]

She said, “Hello, Mister

Pleased to meet ya.”

I wanna hold her,

I wanna kiss her.

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane,

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane.

Hey, Hey.

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane,

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane.

Hey, Hey.

Can I take you, take you higher?

Can I take you, take you higher?

She said, “Hello Mister,

Pleased to meet ya.”

I wanna hold her,

I wanna kiss her.

She smelled of daisy,

She smelled of daisy.

She drive me crazy,

She drive me crazy.

Gonna take her for a ride on a big jet plane.

Can I take you, take you higher? 

Hey hey hey hey yeah……

Standing straight, she plants her feet about two feet apart, raises her arm and crosses them behind her head at the wrists. Arching her back and ass in a way she knew pleased him, and waited.

To look at her, she appears made of stone. His balls tightened and more blood surged to engorge his already semi-hard shaft. She was magnificent . His woman. The flickering candle light cast her smooth golden skin a reddish orange. with valleys and hollows cast in shadows. Scars marked various places along her skin. Badges of honor she called them. From the many battles she stood so bravely beside him and fought. His woman. Her wrath very nearly revealed his own. Stories would warn many a foolish soul to beware of the Mistress of Darkwood should one come along and threaten her nest. Should you manage to make it past her Masters whips, she would guarantee you took your last breath.

Only he knew she wasn’t made of stone. Her steady breathing belied the heart he could hear slamming against her ribs. The slight tremor and ripples of the muscles under her skin. He removed his clothing and stood there contemplating his wife. Reaching down he took his rock hard cock in his hand and slowly began to stroke it. A smile tugging at his lips. His hand moving along his shaft, he knew, saturated the air with his pheromones .

The soft whisper of cloth being removed and the pounding of her own heart was all that broke the silence. With each article of clothing being removed, the smell of her mate's skin became stronger. Gods she loved the smell of him. Soon another smell assaulted her senses. The core of her woman hood instantly tightened and started to weep down her thigh.

Then another sound came from out of the dark. Like that of a long serpent's tail……whispering back and forth. She closed her eyes and let herself drift with its sweet rhythm. She loved that sound nearly as much as she did the man making it. Suddenly the sound changed and she felt the caress of a leather snake around her leg and kissed her on the inside of her right thigh. The sweet sting radiated from its place to the juncture of her pussy, causing her clit to swell. She stood there, savoring the sensation. Slowly she bent to retrieve the brace with her remaining two candles. Without warning a crack rented the air mere fractions of a second before she felt the sharp sting of leather across the bottoms of her ass cheeks and the lips of her pussy. She would have pitched forward onto her face had she not been quick enough to catch herself on her palms as her knees buckled. That was against the rules, she hissed. Crouched there on the balls of her feet, hands braced on the cold floor, she reached a hand between her legs and cupped her sex, letting her cool fingers soothe the burning sting. As she did so, she looked over her shoulder and peered into the dark where she thought him to be. He inhaled sharply. Her actions, the sight of her was so primitive and wild. His need to possess her took over. The sharp crack to her left had her leaping to her feet, snatching the brace of candles and flying across the cold stones in one smooth move. The air was filled with the sound of hissing and cracking as he welded the whip. All along the backs of her legs and up her sides, across her back stomach and breasts, she felt his kiss. Some sting more than others, some making her flinch and turn away. Yet each one sweeter than the last. He ran her…..toyed and played with her as a beast would when enjoying his prey. Finally when he knew she could run no more, he took her remaining two flames with a flick of his wrist. She came to a skidding halt as her flames were taken and she was cast in complete dark. Only the small flame in the candle that wavered about 12 feet in front of her broke through the black. Breathing heavily she stood frozen to the spot. All her sense on high alert. Then the serpents tail began to whisper again…….back and forth, back and forth. Letting the sound roll over her, she allowed it to sooth her frayed edges. Her breathing slowed and the tension eased from her muscles. Soft smooth leather came out of the dark and wrapped itself around her waist. A soft sigh escapes her lips at the feel of it. Slowly a tug at the other end begins to draw her forward through the dark. She couldn’t see what was in front of or around her, only the small weak flame of the single candle. The sweet caress of leather plates tightened around her in the dark as it continued to pull her through the dark. Soon a strong arm joins the whip around her waist and she is crushed to the solid wall of her mates chest. One word bounce of the walls of the great hall before his mouth came crashing down to claim hers. MINE……