So I’m laying on my bed late at night thinking, as I normally tend to do when I forget to take my meds, of the type of submissive I am, and what I would like to grow towards. What kind of dom would be my goldilocks that fits me “just right” in order for me to achieve this?
Looking up various types to give myself a refresher, I do a little self analysis. I can’t have full-time TPE nor can I do a full on 24/7 submissiveness simply because I still have my own responsibilities to contend with like working, trying to build a business, and being supportive of my daughter, who is going into college.
Is there even a name for a type of submissive that matches the following as well as above? So as soon as you come into the home, go out with your dom, and submissive to the requests that your dom makes except within the negotiated areas?
I like the idea of having a nurturing and encouraging daddy dom (I would be a middle to possibly on the young side of teen, basically between 10 and 15-ish), because I tend to act very youthful. I like self-improvement, and rules and structure that come with to balance it. Even with all the crazy that’s happened in my life, I still have a lot that I’m very innocent and naïve about especially sexually. I’ve even read in several places that age play, to an extent, can be therapeutic. Throw in a little sensualist dom because it’s nice to have all of your senses played with. A dash of classic dom, and finish with a little primal dom. Take what is yours! Waaalaaaa
Lol I don’t think I’ll ever get the “just right” but I’m hoping to get at least close. Am I getting my hopes up too high?
Further, is it true that when you are a submissive that a major part is about you giving pleasure anytime he wants it, but you are not really on the receiving end? I have read this a few times that it is often done, and it concerned me a little.
Oh yes, I definitely wouldn’t mind doing things to please my dom, but I don’t want to become celibate in the meantime. For me, it is not a well rounded dynamic with only one sided sexual pleasure.
Also, I just wanna put it out there that I am clawing my way back to get right side up again. I’m a strong girl, so I know I’ll eventually get there.
