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CtAndy's Random Thoughts and Writings

Here is a collection of my various writings. They range from the erotic to the philosophical. I have a variety of writings on other platforms that I will be transferring over here in the near future.

Fair warning, my erotic writing isn't necessarily to everyone's taste so if you don't appreciate it please feel free to scroll on by. I am always happy to receive constructive criticism and engage in intelligent and productive conversation, but I'm not interested in fighting with random people on the internet. Please take any such sentiment elsewhere.

I do hope that those that do indulge in my writings do enjoy them and just maybe one of them might open up your mind to something new.
1 year ago. June 10, 2023 at 5:20 PM

Sometimes when a guy jerks off its all about the business. Get in, get to work, and get it done. Like regularly scheduled maintenance that just needs to be performed as efficiently as possible.

Other times a guy likes to draw it out a bit and enjoy the experience. Watch some videos, maybe read some content, whatever stimulates the senses and proves enjoyable for the length of the activity.

Now when you have a sub or slave, depending on limits and preferences, you could be afforded with a slightly different opportunity. Using said sub or slave as a fleshlight to jerk off with.

Now I'm not talking about fucking or using her for your pleasure, I'm talking about something else.

I'm talking about you grabbing a fist full of her hair, pulling her into your gaze until she locks eyes with you, and then explaining to her that she is in essence just a living breathing fleshlight until you are finished with her. That she will not move, that she will not react, that her pleasure during this activity doesn't matter, she will simply exist and obey. Three holes to be held stationary in order to jerk off.

To start you pull her over to the breakfast bar and pin her underneath on her knees and push your cock in her mouth. With your phone on the bar you start watching porn as you push your cock in and out of her mouth at whatever pace you enjoy. Then after a while, switching it up and having her bent over the arm of the couch, still emphasizing that she is not to move or react in any way, that her purpose is just to be a wet hole used to jerk off. Laying your phone on her back to watch another porn video as you pump in and out, slowly. Excruciatingly slow at times because it's all about you and what she wants right now doesn't matter. Only using her wet little holes to jerk off.

Unfortunately at this point she has begun to make some unnecessary noise that's distracting you from what your are doing. So what is a guy to do. Well the obvious answer in this situation is to gag her. You gag her which she takes obediently, and flip her over, push her legs up so you have the best angle, then make her hold your phone and watch you as you push your cock into her tight her ass hole to jerk off. Make her hold the phone for you to watch porn, and make her watch you as you as you use her.

She continues to struggle to stay still and still is making noise through the gag distracting you from your activity. So instead of continuing with such distractions you simply put her back on her knees, remove the gag, and use her mouth again. This time having her hold the phone above her head so you can continue watching the porn you like as you use the fleshlight mouth.

This ultimately proves convenient because you have automatic cum clean up when you finish. So when the feeling gets right you speed up, going deeper, and do your best to ignore the gasping and gagging that may go along with it. Grabbing a fist full of hair in each hand as you take long deep hard strokes eventually holding her fleshlight mouth tight against your body as you fill her throat with hot spurts of cum. She clearly struggled to swallow all of the cum but somehow managed to your surprise, impressing you with her dedication. Then you take a couple extra strokes just to ensure your cock is nice and clean.

You grab your phone, bend down and look her in the eyes. Her face is red, spit dripping from her chin, tears running down her cheeks, and she is panting heavily. You say simply "You were a good toy, now clean up the mess and go back to your tasks". As you walk away leaving her panting, still on her knees, you know that her cunt is on fire. So wet that she wants to touch it more than anything right now because she loves being used as an object, just a thing for your pleasure. She struggles to regain her composure for a few moments, trying her best not to think about her pussy throbbing and the juices running down the inside of her thigh. The humiliation of being so dehumanized, being used as a toy, even being forced to hold the phone as you watched other women in porn, and watching you as you did it, has made it nearly impossible to think about anything other than being used.

You sit back and relax, enjoying the post orgasm bliss thinking about what a great experience that just was. How well she performed for you. How proud you are of her and how far she has come since you first started your relationship and dynamic. She wouldn't have been able to handle something like this a few months ago, but now she not only handled it, but she clearly enjoyed it. You think to yourself that you could never ask for anything more. 

After a moment she composes herself and gets up to go back to her tasks. To this point you have ignored her delay as you relaxed and she found her bearings back to reality. As she walks by you simply say "good girl" seeing out of the corner of your eye the smile it brings to her face as she says "Thank you Sir.", and think to yourself how much fun this evening is going to be after everything is done for the day.


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