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Here is a collection of my various writings. They range from the erotic to the philosophical. I have a variety of writings on other platforms that I will be transferring over here in the near future.

Fair warning, my erotic writing isn't necessarily to everyone's taste so if you don't appreciate it please feel free to scroll on by. I am always happy to receive constructive criticism and engage in intelligent and productive conversation, but I'm not interested in fighting with random people on the internet. Please take any such sentiment elsewhere.

I do hope that those that do indulge in my writings do enjoy them and just maybe one of them might open up your mind to something new.
1 year ago. June 10, 2023 at 6:25 PM

I hear my phone buzz and see the text notification. Grabbing my phone I open it up to see who messaged me.

"What are you up to tonight?" She messaged

"Nothing much, just hanging out and playing some Xbox with the boys." I replied

Before I can even put my phone back down it buzzes again with her response "Wanna hang out?"

I think for a moment with a small smile and I reply "Actually just hanging out this time? Or you have something else in mind?"

"Well I am in a bit of a mood tonight, and figured that you wouldn't mind if we had some fun." She says

"I'm down for whatever, when do you want to come over?" I reply

"I'll be there in 10."

So I wrap up what I'm doing and tell the guys that I'll be back later on I've got some stuff to take care of. This is followed with the "yeah sure" and "don't hurt yourself having too much fun" comments from my buddies.

Just after I get off the Xbox she knocks on the door and I go to open it. A sight that I could never get tired of, in my opinion she is way out of my league, but for some reason she seems to like me. She comes in and wraps her arms around me, coming up on her tip toes to give me a kiss. I wrap my arms around her pulling her into me as I bend down to meet her lips. She is so tiny compared to me, only 5'3" and around 115lbs, it's a sharp contrast to my 6'3 and 285.

After a few moments we pull away from the kiss, an mmmmm escapes her lips for a moment before she says "You kiss like no man I've ever been with, I wish I could kiss you forever."

I chuckle slightly and say "Thanks, I'm glad you enjoy it as much as I do. So tell me, what kind of mood are we in tonight?"

She turns a little bashful and says shyly "The kind of mood that I think you might really enjoy."

I laugh "Oh really? And what kind of mood is that exactly?"

She bites her lower lip for a moment, I assume to build up the courage to ask for what she really wants. I kiss her on the forehead in her moment of hesitation and turn to walk back towards the bedroom with her hand in mine.

She says as we walk "I know you have always held back when we have been together before. Don't get me wrong when we have sex it's like no other sex I've ever had and you have opened my eyes to so many more things than I would have even considered before."

"Okay?" I say

She continues "I've been thinking about something for a while and I want to do it, but I've been hesitant to give it a go. I trust you and I have always felt safe with you so I think I'm ready to actually do it, or at least try to."

"Alright, well you know that you can tell me anything and I'm happy to work into something new with you."

"I don't want to work into it." She interrupts. "I want you to go all out, to not hold back. I don't want to fuck. I want you to use my throat, no holding back. I don't care if I gag, or struggle, or throw up even. I want you to use my mouth however you want, as hard as you want, to do whatever you want."

I stand there a moment slightly shocked. We had gotten decently rough before but never something like what she was asking for. Everything new that she had done with me we worked up to. We took a couple weeks training her with plugs before she was ready to try anal the first time. But this time she just wants me to go all in.

"To do whatever I want?" I ask

"Mmmhmmm" She mumbles sure nodding her head.

"No," I say, "if this is what you want then you actually need to say it."

"Yes, I want you to use my throat Sir." She said

"And you understand what all that might entail?" I ask

"Yes Sir, I know what you are into and I understand what I'm submitting to. I know I haven't exactly been open to some of those things before but the more that I think about it the more that I want you to make me do them. Please use my throat for your pleasure Sir." She says as she lowers herself down to her knees in front of me.

She has definitely lit a fire within me. She has given me head several times before and always been very good at it, but shied away from it when it would make her gag even though she knew how much I enjoyed it.

I take a step over to her and grab a fist full of her hair and tilt her face up to me, bending down I kiss her hard and passionately. I lock eyes with her and say "If this is what you really want then you better get naked so we can go to the shower."

"Yes Sir" she replies as she stands and drops her dress from her shoulders. Her body is perfect in my eyes even though she doesn't think so herself.

She kneels back down pushing her chest out and her ass back just enough that I catch a small glimpse of the blue jeweled plug that she is wearing. I love it when she wears her plug like a good girl.

I decide to start off a little more gently and tell her to lean back against the bed while in her knees. I straddle her body as she kneels and tell her to "open." She obeys immediately and then sucks my balls into her mouth. Her amazing tongue circling them as she gently sucks and I rub my cock on her face. After a few minutes of this wonderful tongue massage it's time to cross something off the list that she hasn't don't before.

"Anything I want?" I ask as I pull my balls from her mouth.

"Yes Sir, anything for you." She replies

"Open wide and tongue out." Again she obeys immediately.

I turn around and prepare to squat down on her face to use her tongue to pleasure my ass. To my surprise she didn't hesitate or shy away from it, but actually pushed her face up into before I had squat all the way down. She was eager to please, her tongue going wild licking and probing and then even gently suckling on my ass. I grab one of her hands and place it on my cock and she starts stroking me as she pushes her face even deeper into me. I reach behind me grabbing a fist full of her hair and pulling her into my ass. I note to myself that someday I'm going to have to have her do this until she makes me cum.

After a few more minutes I pull away from her and turn around. She has a look on her face that I haven't seen with her before, an almost primal look.

I tell her "Now it's time to go to the shower. Get on all fours." She does so obediently.

Behind her I can see the wonderful sight of that blue jeweled plug firmly planted in her amazing ass. I decide that I need to check on that, but first to see how wet she is. From behind I run two fingers from her clit up towards her ass. She is far more than just wet, she is literally dripping down her thighs. I grab the plug by the base and gently pull. I'm happily surprised with how easily it comes out, she must have been wearing it regularly like a good girl. I move over in front of her and I don't have to say anything, she already opens her mouth knowing what I want.

First I use her tongue to clean her pussy juices from my fingers which she sucks hungrily. Then I present the plug which she moves to take into her mouth tasting her wonderful ass. Satisfied I tell her "Go to the shower." She crawls on all fours into the bathroom and I can't help but think how amazing she is and how sexy she looks.

The shower I have isn't typical, it's not the normal bathtub shower or even a typical stand up shower. It's large enough to more than comfortably accommodate two people at once and has the luxury of having two separate shower heads, one at each end. It's the perfect solution for the typical shower sexual relations issues.

She gets to the shower as I walk behind her and gets in. She kneels with her back to the wall facing me, anticipating what I want. I grab the base of the plug in her mouth and pull gently. She is sucking on it slightly as I pull it out making a pop noise and I can't help but smile.

"Put your plug back where it belongs." I tell her. She takes it from my hand and displays a look of pure ecstasy as she puts it back in.

I ask her "Are you ready and are you sure this is what you want?"

"Yes Sir, I'm ready, please don't hold back." She says in reply.

I growl "Good girl." As I grab a fist full of her hair. She opens her mouth wide immediately in anticipation. I push the head of my cock into her mouth and then slowly towards the back of her throat as she uses her tongue to massage me. I hold still for a moment letting her enjoy herself as she moves her head back and forth, playing with her tongue, and changing the pressure of suction. She truly is amazing at this and I could stay like this all night, but that's not what she came for.

After a couple more moments I tighten my grip on her hair and tell her "Open wide." She responds obediently as I push the head of my cock to the back of her throat and then more, pushing myself deeper. She gags as I push and I pull out just enough to give her a slight reprieve. As I look down at her she simply nods a little urging me to continue.

She knows what to do if things are too much and she needs to stop. I make a mental not to watch for the signal of her crossing her fingers as we continue. We established a safe word and hand signal when we first started playing together and to this point she had never used them. This time was going to be different than our fun in the past though, and as much as I was looking forward to going all out, it is much more important that she is ok and safe.

I push my cock into the back of her throat again, this time with more force than the last. She takes it better than I expected and even though she does gag a bit, she doesn't pull away. I quicken my pace and increase the force with each thrust. Being mindful to watch just in case.

Before I know it I'm pounding her throat like it was a second pussy and she was begging me to go harder and harder. My fist tight in her hair and her pushed up against the shower wall I use her throat just like she asked me to. I develop a steady but ruthless pace thrusting my cock all the way down until my balls are firmly pressed against her chin. Occasionally I hold my self there, as deep as I can go, holding her in place as I feel her throat constrict around my cock. I do this a few times between fucking her mouth and on the fourth time I notice her body shaking and her stomach tensing as her legs involuntarily pushed her knees closer together.

I pull my cock out of her mouth and look at her for a moment while she gasps for breath and ask "Did you just cum from being throat fucked?"

She nods and through her heavy breathing says "Yes Sir, will you please make me do it again?"

To this point she hadn't been touching herself at all, she was being such a good girl and only doing exactly what she was told. I looked at her with a smile on my face "Until I finish you are going to continually spank your pussy, I want to see just how hard we can make you cum."

She opened her mouth wide and started slapping her pussy with her legs spread wide as I pushed my cock back into her mouth. At this point I wasn't holding back at all, and I fucked her throat mercilessly as she continuously spanked her pussy. The more rough I got with her, the harder she seems to be landing the strikes.

It didn't take long for the next orgasm to come over her, her body shaking as she tried her best to keep up with the throat fucking she was receiving. And then a few moments after that another, and another. It didn't take long until I could feel it approaching.

"I'm going to cum." I growled as I pushed my cock deep into her throat. Her spanks got louder as I took my last few strokes and shoved my cock all the way in as I pumped my cum down her throat. Simultaneously I could feel her body shaking and convulsing as she came, cumming so hard that it actually made her squirt.

After I finished completely I pulled back, my cock slipping from her mouth. Us both breathing heavily as I sat on the corner bench in the shower. She moved to a seated position and leaned up against my leg, resting her head on my thigh. We sat there for a moment, both trying to recover, as I ran my fingers through her hair.

"Thank you Sir for giving me what I asked for. I never imagined that it would have been so intense and so amazing at the same time. It's almost like I was made for something like that." She said after sitting for a while

"Maybe, I don't know. All I can really say is you were a very good girl and you have made me really proud and happy." I replied.

We sat there for a while longer, just enjoying the moment and letting our breathing return to normal. After a few minutes I turned on the shower heads. We stood there in the shower together, enjoying the hot water and then I bathed her body and washed her hair. I have almost always enjoyed taking care of her afterwards as much as everything else and I know she enjoys it too.

After we are finished washing we both dry off. She steals one of my t-shirts from the dresser which looks like a dress on her, but I don't care. After getting a drink and eating a couple snacks we head back to the bedroom where we lay in the bed together. I turn on the TV and she lays her head on my chest as we watch a couple shows. I pet her hair and run my fingers down her neck and over her shoulders and back. I think this is one of her favorite parts of everything and I love giving her this kind of attention.

During the second show on the TV she asks "Have you ever thought of being more than just people that play with each other? Like actually having a relationship and a real dynamic?"

I'm taken aback for a moment. In the time that I've known her shr had always made it very clear that those sorts of things weren't something she was interested in.

I say "I thought that kind of thing wasn't something that you wanted. You were pretty clear about that in the beginning. But, I would be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it a time or two. You're like no other woman I've ever met."

"It's funny how things can change when someone finds something they didn't even know they were looking for, isn't it?" She said as she shifted to look up at me and reached up for a kiss.

"I guess it is, and if that's what you want, then there is no way that I would turn you down." I said as I kissed her again.

And that's how the night ended, her head laying on my chest, the TV on in the background, and me running my fingers through her hair until she fell asleep. What an amazing night.


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