I think I may be settling down with having a Master. This is still a get to know you stage, even though he has played with me online. Right now we are both sick so we have the opportunity to just get to know each other since we can't play. Although, I did request some corner time today because there's so much distraction during a holiday and it's aftermath, that I needed time to get my mind focused back on him without any intrusions. And I wanted to pray for any of his needs in his life, and what we need as a potential couple. I feel as though trust is building between us. Since we didn't grow up together, there is still a lot of unknown territory to explore. We haven't met in person yet but once we do, it is doable. We live only 5 hours apart so we aren't worlds away from each other. We still need to have the chance to watch each other's expressions, whether we wave our hands as we talk, whether one of us chews food with his/her mouth open, burps after the meal or something worse. Things like that. Our relationship is developing slowly, and that can be excruciating at times, but it is building a solid foundation for a future commited M/s relationship. Our interaction so far has been good in text messages and on the phone. He's had to trouble shoot some things with my adjustments, but he is very discerning, and patient. So I'm the jumpy one. But I feel that I've come home to where I belong when I think of interacting with him. So we will see where it goes as we spend future time together.
To be continued at a future time.
