I can't fit in anyone's box closed in does not work for me I am more of cutting a door open breaking out this shit. Wild spirit and free with peace.
It takes two people to be emotionally invested, one cannot do it alone, I have said this before know one can to fight to fit in anyone box. If you have done your share of being sincere in feeling but if nothing is pure the same they don't want to listen I am gone for good.
But if you're willing to work on things with me. Just your afraid what it could really be you always wanted this but shy way when someone wants you but you don't wanna listen you just lost a good person its rare. But whatever you've gone through in the past, you've got to mend things. Sending you love tho and with light.
I'm not going play hard to earn sensitivity when I shared my life you shared yours that getting deep with a connection when I give you my all that trust I will never do it again will never come back but I will come back better for myself.
One thing I don't blame you for but you really gotta heal the childhood stuff things cause it catches up in the future and damages things cause when you want to settle down in life with a good person that understands you that others can't or your desires I will still keep my word but understand that kind of bond does come every day you only get that once if you lose someone you fucked it up.
But make sure you mend with yourself and life before you want to be a good person but become one because we need more of it in this world. You lose yourself to be free.
But when I love I love to treat you like family and go out of my way with deep sincerity but if you break say you need more in trust but not showing sincerity in return I can't feed you anymore so had to cut it off so you will need to feed yourself. I wish you the best and hope you heal and grow.
“You’ll learn, as you get older, that rules are made to be broken. Be bold enough to live life on your terms, and never, ever apologize for it. Go against the grain, refuse to conform, take the road less traveled instead of the well-beaten path. Laugh in the face of adversity, and leap before you look. Dance as though EVERYBODY is watching. March to the beat of your own drummer. "
I know my worth. I know what I am capable of. I love a challenge. And if you stand in my way, I may struggle, but in the end, I will show you what it means to succeed.
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“Lose yourself,
Lose yourself in this love.
When you lose yourself in this love,
you will find everything.
Lose yourself,
Lose yourself.
Do not fear this loss,
For you will rise from the earth
and embrace the endless heavens.
Lose yourself,
Lose yourself.
Escape from this earthly form,
For this body is a chain
and you are its prisoner.
Smash through the prison wall
and walk outside with the kings and princes.
Lose yourself,
Lose yourself at the foot of the glorious King. When you lose yourself
before the King
you will become the King.
Lose yourself,
Lose yourself.
Escape from the black cloud
that surrounds you.
Then you will see your own light
as radiant as the full moon.
Now enter that silence.
This is the surest way
to lose yourself. . . .
What is your life about, anyway?—
Nothing but a struggle to be someone,
Nothing but a running from your own silence.”
― Rumi, Rumi: In the Arms of the Beloved
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Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”
― Rumi