Part of a my series... Dreams in my mind.
You take me by the hands, slowly turning me to face away from You. Damn but i am so nervous, but i so very much want to see where this is leading me. i close my eyes, that's a natural state for me i suppose, can't help it. i can trust my other senses much more than my sight anyhow... but, don't damn blindfold me, it's different ya know, having the choice to see taken forcibly away... no way in hell. i can feel You stand behind me, sliding up to press Your body close to mine. Your clothing brushes against my skin, i like the feel, but the stark reminder that You have all of yours on, and i have none of mine... it's humiliating in a way, not in a bad way mind You, but in a way none the less. Lost in that thought, i can barely focus on what You are doing behind me. A sharp shiver courses through my body, and i let out a soft whimper as i realize exactly what the hell You are about to do. Nuh uh, no.. not that. Foreshadowing thoughts again.... A blindfold will crush me ... in all the ways that You want.
So, now. Here i am. Standing before You wearing nothing but a collar and blindfold, my ass bruised dark purple, and feeling significantly damn helpless. i'm struggling with this thought, with this situation, and the struggle is about to get so much worse... better? .... worse. The gag catches me fully off guard. This is entirely not fair. Oh i wish i was brave enough (or stupid enough) to put forth some sort of resistance to this... You are going to make me lose my damned mind. But... i need... i need to see this through... no i need to feel this through.
Your touch is gentle on my skin, slowly guiding my arms behind my back. i feel so exposed, i can sense You circling about me, looking me over... appraising me. More humiliation, i shift my weight nervously, i don't know if i can handle this. Apparently You think i can, but You don't leave me to wait for long. The chair groans softly as You settle back down into it behind me. There is a brief silence, before i can hear a zipper unzipping. i feel Your hands on my hips, You guide me backwards, down onto Your lap. Slowly.... frustratingly slowly You bring me down onto Your cock. i try to push down, and rush the process, but Your grip on me prevents the desperate attempt to fill myself up with all of You. i whine loudly around the gag, then begin to whimper. Damn but You feel so good, and You are not letting me move, .... holding me so close to You.
Your hands drift my body, squeezing my breasts, teasing my nipples, only so briefly though, as every time i try to move, You stop me. One of Your hands settles around my throat, not tightly, but firmly. Fuck.... Your other hand comes to rest on my tummy, pressing me so close to You. That doesn't last long either. You know exactly what You are doing to me, even if it takes me a moment too long to figure it out on my own. By the time i do realize that You have begun to move Your hand down, and what You intend to do with that hand... it's too late.... You begin to gently rub my clit in little rhythmic circles... Yeah, i lose it, hard, and cum a right mess in Your lap. i hear Your whispered words in my ear, and i cum for You again.
You don't stop....
Your words in my ear, Your fingers on my clit... it doesn't stop....
i writhe and squirm on Your cock. i beg and plead uselessly behind the gag, and i cum more.. and more. i am a mindless mess. i have no idea what i am begging for.... It's too much... it isn't nearly enough...
All i can do is take it until You decide that i really cannot take it anymore. i lose track of how many times i have cum for You. The sensations don't stop, Your words in my ear, in my mind... i don't think i can take any more of this... It all feels too good. It's too much. But still, You don't stop... You know i can take it, even if i don't think i can.
i let out a shrill scream as the world explodes into a shimmer of silver sparks. my body snaps tightly, back arching sharply, every muscle in my body contracting and convulsing, shuddering with the flood my cunt pours out around You.
my world goes black. my Oblivion given to me. Nothing but Silence, Peace, and You.
