A complex and incomplete puzzle…
From the moment I was born…
Is who I’ve always been.
Searching for my missing piece…
Waiting for He who completes me…
But always remaining unseen.
I’ve searched high and low…
Looked left and right…
And always falling in between.
I’ve settled for half…
Sometimes settled for less…
Believing my search is just obscene.
Wanting their love and acceptance…
Desiring their attention and praise…
But they just wanted to demean.
Their mental and emotional abuse…
Their lies, deceit and insults…
Only seemed to give them more adrenaline.
My mind was always a train wreck…
My heart was always in distress…
It made them feel better; it was their medicine.
Accepting their behavior and abuse…
Believing it was always deserved…
Well, that was my deadly sin.
I’ve since voiced my dreams and desires…
I’ve prayed for the missing piece to my puzzle…
Hoping a higher power will finally intervene.
Sharing a bit of the turmoil that lives inside of me. Thank you to all who have taken the time to read my words. Comments, thoughts, and advice are always appreciated and welcomed. I hope everyone has a fantastic day!
XOXO,
Missub
