Mad as a hatter

Dear Diary......

Never know what will happen.

3 months ago. October 2, 2024 at 6:48 PM

I have met and made a few friends on here. Most seem to understand about my reluctance to get into anything especially after my ex.

My ex was my first Daddy/Dom. The first to collar me. The first to own me. Mind, body, soul.

He ruined my opinion of myself. Forced me to believe I wasn't worthy of love, attention, sex, kindness, and the beautiful things you get from a partner.

I just wanted all of those things from him. Or at least I used to want from him.

I used to ask myself "Why am I not enough?, why am I not good enough?, why can't I be a good girl?"

Everything I did wasn't enough. Even when I did everything like he told me to. Id push down my needs. Pushed away my dark thoughts. Because I wanted to be his good little girl.

I realized I wasn't enough for him no matter how hard I tried. Not because of me but because of him.

I need to be me. Relearn myself. Find out what i want and need.

Who knows what will happen in the time to come.

The Kinky Poet(other male) - Hoping you.find yourself soon
BE STRONG BE BEAUTIFUL AND BE YOU
Love and light T.K.P x

3 months ago

Spanks hard(dom male){Looking } - I dispise a man like him he had no sense as to what was important I say that he is nor ever be worthy to be called a Dominant I hope that you regain your life again

3 months ago

Kelpi - There is not many things that will get my blood boiling mad like a so called Dom who needs to degrade a wonderful sub. I have always thought that when a sub submits it is more of a gift to you. This so called man has never been or will be a true Dom. I have always thought there needs to be a registry for stupid men who think they are real Doms.

Little one you are worth more than he will ever be. You will find your one and only someday. We all make mistakes but we grow with each one and we learn from them. You learned what you need and who you are and you are lucky. I have seen some who took so much longer to learn than you have. I have seen a few that have never learned this. Now to need to know you are worthy of love respect and a Dom lifts up his little one to be by his side. You are not just some sub but HIS sub and when he is not around you carry his honor in how you act feel and look. If you look bad it makes him look bad. A Dom will never want that from you or for you. You are what we need in our life and in our hearts. Someday you will walk with your head high because you wear his collar and kneel by him not from fear or shame but from the love you have for him.

3 months ago

Babybunz - I wanted to let you know, your words brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for your kind words.

3 months ago

ControlYourHole(dom male) - Hey Babybunz- I know I'm replying late but like several others said, reading this kind of stuff makes me furious to see. I'm sorry you had a man pretend to be your "Daddy" and then act like a passive little between male & let you down. I know finding real life connection on this site can be tough, but it is possible- there are real Doms who would NEVER ignore their sub. If you ever need to talk I'm here!
-Seth

3 months ago

ControlYourHole(dom male) - ^^^beta not between male...lol

3 months ago

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