Just quit. I loved the job, but it's time for a change.
I will be taking the next year off of work and will be focusing on finishing my book and improving my health + quality of life.
In the meantime, where does that leave me as a dom?
I'm open to moving anywhere, or maybe just bite the bullet and get an RV so I can see the 50 states and visit old friends and family on the way. Or just to hell with it and move to Colombia, Spain, Portugal or Thailand.
Along the way, finding a submissive who is open-minded, financially stable, and able to relocate has been difficult.
Like everyone, I get lonely/horny/frustrated with this seemingly endless search. I'm not the type to give up, but perhaps I'm doing something inefficiently or need to learn of another BDSM community where I could find someone I click with.
A bit about me: 5'11, fit, have my life together, about to take on some new adventures. I'm 420 friendly, Xbox gamer, firm and fair. I can be a bit of a sadist. But I do come with hard limits on bodily fluids, blood, scarring, or anything illegal. Clean, rough, and disciplined are the three words that would best describe my approach
What I look for in a submissive: Fit (or willing to be), current passport, stable income. Committed to the dynamic and willing to fully give herself to me. With the understanding that she is getting the best of me as well.
Here's the kicker, I do not want children and I am not going to buy an oversized house any time soon. I have had this talk with many friends, why do so many women want to have children with little to no plan on how to afford them? The planet is overpopulated, CDC estimates that it costs $250,000 minimum to raise a child. I just recently have run into a few doms who have had subs fake or try to trick their way into being pregnant.
I'm just blabbing at this point. Seeking to have a clear mind and conscience before I attack the day. I feel a bit better now. If you're reading this far, I hope that you shake off whatever weights have been dragging you down. I hope you are reunited with your sense of humanity, work ethic, and overall appreciation for what/who you have in your life. I know I will. Good luck and good night.
