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New journeys and new beginnings

This is where I share my random thoughts and feelings as I go through this journey of self discovery and change.

Change can be scary, but it is a good thing. There will be positives and negatives, the trick is to spin the negatives into positives and learn from everything.

Hopefully sharing these things will help others who are going through similar situations, and at the same time give the readers a chance to get to know me.

"Who in the world am I? Ah, that's the great puzzle." Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
2 days ago. November 21, 2024 at 10:05 AM

Well, shit.  

 

Back to the drawing board.

 

My family(except my dad) decided rather than let me live in and rent grandma's until I can buy it they want it sold and done with.  Thank goodness I wasn't completely moved in when they said that, now I just have to put what I did move into storage.  Unfortunately, that also means that my living situation isn't going to improve until my divorce is final, heaven knows when that will be.  Until then, I will have no peace at home.  Now I also have to help set up for an estate sale to sell the things the family didn't want to keep because I refuse to make my dad do it by himself, everyone else is either busy, unwilling, or lives too far away.

 

My older dog isn't doing well. I think it may be time to let her go and it breaks my heart.  She is the very first puppy I ever had and imagining coming home and not hearing her howl when I walk up the steps is tearing me apart.

 

On the positive side, my new therapist is amazing, school is going well, and work is okay. I have also started exercising again; hopefully being more active will help my energy levels.

 

I'm just so exhausted in every way: physically, mentally, and emotionally.

 

Thanks for reading.

 

 

 

The Kinky Poet​(other male) - Firstly sorry for your loss and your situation i hope everything turns around soon and things start to go your way
Sorry also about your dog
Sending hugs across the void
Love and light T.K.P x
2 days ago
amalthea​(sub female){Mr Gregory} - DiDi, I amso sorry. You are going through so much. You have much resilience. In this murky internet swamp, I will cheer for you
2 days ago
DirtroadSamurai​(dom male) - lady d, My heart breaks for your situation, but just know that I am just a phone call or text away. I dread the day My older dog passed she is 8yrs old and thank the gods she is still in good health.
2 days ago

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