Good morning Cage Family and Friends!
Many of you have encouraged me to write out my feeling, that it helps and many of you are right, but there are a few that don't see it like that. I have gotten an out pour of love and support and I want to take the time to thank all of you for that. I have never had any support in my life like this before and it helps so much.
So then you're probably wondering why does my heart hurt? Well because I've gotten a few not so nice messages after my blog or don't respond to messages right away. Telling me I don't take this lifestyle seriously, that I'm a fake and wasting everyone's time, that I should go away and never come back and that I'm a terrible Submissive.
To be honest I went to bed crying and cried for hours. I was alone and just feeling broken. I had some not so nice thoughts come into my head and I knew of those nice people on here knew what I was thinking they would be upset, so I came on here to write. I don't feel like getting out of bed and I feel like crying all over again.
I'm trying my best and it just feels like it's never enough once again! Yes I'm being whiney and a Brat. I'm just really sad and my heart so fucking much.
Violet