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Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.
6 years ago. Thursday, February 14, 2019 at 9:18 PM

Well hello there everyone and Happy Valentine's Day! !

This week has been interesting to say the least. From crazy work life and stupid messages on here things are never boring. I got 32 stitches in my hand today, that's a story for another time. But some people think that it really doesnt matter and that when they snap their fingers I have to come running or else.... Its frustrating to say the least. I get it Dom's are Dom's but they can't be heartless, I know some aren't for a fact. Ugh it's shows how much respect they have for me or lact there of.

 

On a happier note, because hey I know my blogs can be depressing!! I have met a few great and amazing people on there that have been a great support! Just wanted to thank those amazing people for showing me some love and support. Make all the bad shit worth it. Seriously I was thinking about running from this place, but then the nice people show up and while my fears are put to rest. I love you nice, sweet, loving, kinky humans!!

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