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Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.
6 years ago. Friday, February 15, 2019 at 10:21 PM

Rant blog coming at you full force tonight!

Apparently I'm in a manipulative b****! Yup heard it first hand from someone I was talking for a few weeks now and since I hurt my hand yesterday and when he asked for pictures I didn't want to send them cuz I was you know not in the right mind, he got all pissed off saying that I'm a lying about this lifestyle that I'm not a sub that I don't need a Dom.

 

Oh and they said that I could fix it by sending a simple picture and video and if I didn't well then I was just a lying b****!

 

Some people I just want to punch in the face and rip out my own hair and then second-guess my feelings and what I want and what I need just because some prick tells me that I'm not good enough that this isn't the lifestyle for me just because I won't bend the knee for them.

 

Honestly I just have to shake my head at this because this is what I'm used to this kind of talk and actions. The feeling of not being good enough that I'm just some stupid little girl looking for a good time just because I'm f***** up.

 

Well they can shove it up their ass because I am me, I am strong and I know what I want and need and if they don't like it too damn bad for them.

A very angry Violet ??

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