Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Someone Else Take The Wheel

6 years ago. Friday, February 22, 2019 at 10:09 PM

I know how the title sounds, but honestly having take to wheel for a while would be great.

Just having someone giving me orders and just taking the lead and having that control is something I really need right now.

Crazy right? After all I've been through and that's what I need? Trust me it sounded odd to me for a while, but having something take the wheel would be a relief, a breath of fresh air.

Its been keeping me up at night lately thinking about this and also having human contact would be amazing too. I hope I get that soon, because it's depressing and getting lost in my head for too long is also not a good look.

Violet

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Someone Else Take The Wheel

Violet624(sub female)