Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Overwhelming Feelings

6 years ago. Tuesday, March 5, 2019 at 9:44 AM

Bringing down my walls means I'm feeling so much more, it's scary and makes me feel so many things it's becoming overwhelming!

I know I need to feel to be able to to talk about what's going on in my head or how I'm feelings, but I haven't been able to do that for so long it feels..... Let's just say I've been crying too much lately.... I don't thinks it's a bad thing, I just hate feeling so open and vulnerable... It's like people can start to see into my soul and see the real me. All my kinks, wants and needs too..

Right now I just want to be in the safety of someone's arms that really loves and cares about and hold me close.

Vulnerable Violet ?

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Overwhelming Feelings

Violet624(sub female)