Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Feeling Conflicted

6 years ago. Thursday, March 7, 2019 at 10:55 AM

Good morning everyone!

So this week I have been learning to open up and share. It's been a challenge and overwhelming, but I am getting the hang of it!

One thing that I'm having doubts about is not sharing too much per say, just feeling like I don't want to burden my loves with too much. I feel like I'm over sharing with my past and all the crap that I'm dealing with from that.... Also sharing how I'm feeling is making me feel like I'm a bit of a pussy. That I should be happy and I have nothing to feel sad about or anything. I just don't want to be that person that's sad. I want to be the person they see in me.

Anyways thank you for tagging along on my journey!

Violet ?

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Feeling Conflicted

Violet624(sub female)